you and me a lesbian love story:part 1

12:00 am
Was the time she got on every night, awaiting xxtasteMYrainbowxx to get on. Remembering back the day she first saw her, gorgeous, beautiful, but she was taken, off limits, it couldn't happen. Looking at the screen, her eyes lit up.
xxtasteMYrainbowxx HAS JUST SIGNED IN
They talked for hours, as they always did, about their day, school, girls, of course girls, always a interesting subject to talk about.
2:00 am
Hanging on every word, as always, max didn't wont it to end, she'd always been so interested in Harley, so infatuated really, something about her,....the way she talked?...nah, after all it was only IMing.
xxtasteMYrainbowxx: so any girlfriend yet
snapping back to reality, max jumped, reading the MSG, softly sighing in response. Girlfriend, she didn't now the meaning of the word, after the first and possibly worst breakup, she wasn't sure she was ready to have another go, just yet.
ALWAYS.FOREVER: no, and you?
Anxiously waiting an answer, she starred desperately at the screen, why was she acting this way? she barely knew the girl.
xxtasteMYrainbowxx: no, but im interested in someone though
shes single, she was having an adrenaline rush, she could fill it, but why? ok so you like the girl, duh max, but why, you hardly now her.
ALWAYS.FOREVER: thats cool, whews the girl
.xxtasteMYrainbowxx: you
what.....WHAT?! keep it cool max
ALWAYS.FOREVER: me?
xxtasteMYrainbowxx: yes you silly
was this some kind of sick joke? if it was she wasn't in the mood, this has to be a dream.
ALWAYS.FOREVER: but why me? you barely now me, we barely now each other lol
yea this was definitely a dream.
xxtasteMYrainbowxx: cause your an interesting person, and I'd like to get to know you
interesting person?..thats a first
ALWAYS.FOREVER: seriously?
xxtasteMYrainbowxx: that depends, will you go out with me
keep it cool max, just keep it cool. hard to do considering. but was she ready? you can't wait forever, your going to have heartbreak with every relationship, its time you get up and try again. That voice in her head was right, it was always right, its time she listened to it.
ALWAYS. FOREVER: of course ill go out with you
2:30. God, the class seemed to go on forever, 30 more minutes, she could last, not like she had a choice, tapping her feet on the floor, English was her best subject by far, but boring as hell, espically when the teacher looks as though he could have a heart attack at any given moment. She was ready to get home, ready to call her, to her that voice she'd been longing to hear. "max.."MAX"!
"what"? "will you snap out of it, pay attention, whats got you all twilight zoneish over there, you've barely taken your eyes off that clock," Cami said, giving her a suspicious glare. they'd been friends since grade school, hardly inseparable. gleaming at her, slightly sitting up " i have an important call to make when i get home".
"Important call, and to whom might this be to?..OH MY GOD! ... are you seeing someone?!". A smile crept across her face as maxs eyes met camis.
"something like that"
"well its about time" Cami said slightly slapping her on the arm "so who is she, do i know her? Details"
"shes just somebody I've had a interest in for awhile, i never realized she liked me to, she goes to east point, so i wouldn't reckon you know her"
"oh my god, this is so exciting! so any plans for tonight, hmm?" Cami said, sliding her chair next to maxs.
"not that i know of, i haven't even talked to her, will you relax, your more excited about this than i am"
"well its just that, it's been awhile, you know, since, you know". After the issue with maxs first girlfriend, she made Cami swear never to mention her name again. It's true what they say, heartbreak is worse than anybody can imagine.
cutting into their convo, and to class,the toning of the bell signaled the end of another week, and probably another boring weekend as well. "well let me know how it goes this weekend" Cami said, winking in maxs direction, before dissapearing into the mass of students." i will" max shouted back, before heading out the door.
listening to music, she waited for Harley to call."i wonder what shes like, ..how many girls shes dated, how far shes gone?!". of course without warning "im so hood" blared out of her cell speaker, signaling harleys incoming call. oh my god, its her, what do i say? just act natural max. calm cool and collective. you can do this. its not the president your dating for Christ sake. "h..hello?"
" hey" god that voice.
"hey...hey"
"how was your day?"
"...it was ok, boring but ok, i thought we'd never get out of English though, and yours?"
she could hear a faint gentle laugh, very distict, original, she liked it.
" yea, i think thats the way schools supposed to go, not really meant to be thrilling, it was ok,"
"thats cool" thats cool? gees max, nervous much?
"yea..so what are you plans for tonight?"
tonight? uh, gee let me think, nothing as usual.
"absolutely nothing"
"is that so? well would you like to go to the movies tonight then?"
the movies? with her? duh idiot, who else would you be going with
"s..sure, what time?"
"i was thinking met there around 6:00, the movie starts at 6:30, that ok?"
"6:00 is good, I'll be there"
"Great, see you then"
"sure thing" max chimed, closing her cell, smiling, though she couldn't help but be a little nervous, it had been a while, what if she made a complete fool of herself? or worse, tripped over her shoes? she was quit clumsy. get a grip of yourself max, everything going to be fine, just be yourself, she'll love you.
"right...just be myself.." she sighed walking up the stairs. " just be yourself...just.." stopping mid sentence, noticing her attire in the mirror her mother had on their bedroom door, max cocked her head to one side, giving herself a once over. "fuck, look at me, i look like a disaster" passing her parents room and heading down the hall to hers, closing the door behind her and starring at the thing she called a room. "what to wear, what to wear" flinging though her closest, she tried to find something casual, not to fancy, not to sexy. blue jeans and a tank top?..no to fancy. holter top and shorts...definitely not, to welcoming...think max think. not to fancy. not to sexy. finally deciding on blue jeans and a shirt which read GIRLS WILL DO GIRLS, she figured that would do just fine.
She got there early, decided to go ahead and pay for her ticket. walking inside and sitting on the sit. Few minutes past by. Was she already there and sitted? no they said they'd met there, cursing herself for not asking exactly were to met, she figured here was just as good, if by chance they did miss each other, she'd see her if she walked by. Sitting there she jumped slightly, the fill of her cell vibrating sent her searching for it in her pocket. opening up and reading a txt which read " look outside". took her a minute, turning around, eyes registering the ensemble of an outfit, leather jeans, black leather jacket, and what looked to be a tight, tank top.whoa. standing up she could'nt help but stare at the model of a girl standing outside the glass smiling back at her.
Walking in, smiling, Harley stood in front of her, so gorgeous, more than shed ever imagined. "you ready to go?".
"yea"
sitting in the movie, max tried to act as though it kept somewhat of her attention, so far all she could get was something about a flying alien boy, animated movies were nice, if you liked kiddy movies, but then, this was probably the best movie to see giving it being their first date, probably wouldn't be wise to see a romance movie, not this soon in the game anyway. Distracted by the couple, few rows in front, it was obvious they weren't there for the movie, she didn't even realize when Harley grabbed her hand. not until she gently kissed it, sending max jumping yet again, what was with her and being so jumpy lately?. "whoa, didn't mean to scare you, you ok?" Harley asked smiling at her in amusement. "huh?..oh yea,...yea im fine...i..was...uh" great, so much for not making a fool of yourself, way to go max.
"you enjoying the movie?"
" yea,..honestly, im not really following it"
"me neither" she said turning to her "you want to just go to the car, talk, listen to music?"
"sure" As they got up, she could'nt help but wonder if she'd made the wrong decision, should they have just stayed in the movies? to late know.
walking to the car, max wondered what kind of car she had, truck maybe? a lot of lesbians had trucks, that had nothing to do with it of course, but a girl driving a truck was a turn on for her. "here it is" Harley said, unlocking it and getting in, BMW,nice. she unlocked the passenger seat,and max slipped in beside her, closing the door, "nice car"
" eh Ive had it for almost two years, it was my dads, but it has a great xm radio". flipping on the radio, "whatever you like" playing, "you like this song" Harley asked sitting back and looking at her."Yea its one of my faves" max said smiling. She noticed out of the corner of her eye Harley was looking at her, she could'nt help but look up. starring at each other, just in simple amazement. Harley slowly grabbed her hand. "your really gorgeous you know". "Your really gorgeous to" max said, smiling at her, watching her stare at her hand, while gently rubbing it softly. she smiled, i guess that was a plus for me. she felt a tug at her hand, "hey" Harley said motioning to get out. "were are we going" she asked, stepping out of the car. she noticed Harley look at her from across the car, smiling. " back here" she said opening up the back door, pausing a moment, smiling, then getting in. OK, back seats good. Her heart was racing. relax, just relax. climbing into the seat she closed the door, Harley shifted over to the middle. "here" playing on the radio now. silence, this is awkward. say something max. "so"
"so" Harley said grabbing her hand. placing the other one around her shoulder. "not shy are you?"
me? shy? noway
"no of course not"
"you sure" she asked. she could hear the smile in her voice. Harley slowly ended forward.
"positive" come now max, look at her, i know your hands aren't that interesting.
"hey"
"yea" max said looking up.
looking at her, Harley slowly leaned in to kiss her. so soft, gentle.letting go of her hand and placing it on her cheek. stopping for a moment, and smiling at each other. Harley leaned down, slightly pushing her hair back, and kissing her cheek. god, it had been so long since she'd kissed someone. grabbing her gently, Harley kissed her lips. what started as just kissing progressed to passionately kissing, before long, they were laying on the back seat, Harley on top of her. of course clothes were still on, it was way to soon for that, but GOD she could kiss.
45 minutes later max found her self looking at what was perfectly straightened hair, now more of a curl/frizz thing going on. obviously noticing Harley grabbed her hand. "your hairs fine, really" she said smiling at her. not to sure she continued trying to fix it. "its sexy" Harley said, a little laugh in her voice. looking over at her, she could'nt help but smile. if she thinks its sexy, who am i to complain.
"would you look at these windows" Harley said, laughing. windows? she'd been so worried about her hair, she didn't even notice how foggy they were."wow...did we do that?" "I'd have to say we did" Harley said, laughing. Climbing into the front seat and switching though channels, looking over her shoulder. "what now gorgeous"
"i don't know" max said, drawing on the fogged up window.
" hate to end it princess, but all angels need their beauty sleep"
max glanced up at her, starring at her from the front seat. she smiled. nobody had called her that before.
"yea, i do need to be getting home"
"I'll walk you to your car" she said, opening the door, and getting out. "madam", she said, opening the back door and lending max her hand. Grabbing her hand she stepped out. "which way" Harley said grabbing her hand and smiling at her.
"right over there" max said, pointing to the side side of the building.
they walked slowly. neither one of them wanting it to end. At the car, they stood there awhile, taking in the nights events. "tonight was great" Harley said, looking at her, she smiled, holding her hand. "yea it was" max said smiling back. they smiled at each other a minute before Harley gently leaning in to kiss her goodnight one more time. "sleep well princess" she said, turning and walking back to her car. max stood there, taking it all in, she watched her walk back to her car, and then leave. smiling she got in the car and headed home.
they were an item from that moment. txting all the time, and calling the moment they walked in the door, staying on the phone well after midnight. sometimes with completely nothing at all to say but "what do want to talk about"
" i don't know, what do you want to talk about?"
"i asked you first" and on and on it would go, often times just asking each other questions, from surveys they'd found online.
"max"
"yea"
"when do you know when its the right time to tell somebody you love them"
wow. thats a good question.
"i don't know, i guess when you really fill that way about the other person"
"yea"..."max"
"yea"
"i love you"
...."i love you to". even though she could'nt see, she knew she was smiling.i love you to