my sister called today. she told me about this retreat her and my niece carrie went on. she said she and her both fully enjoyed it, but she was very worn out as i can imagine. i ended up no going to the doctor but i think that just might have been a mistake. my chest pains are comeing back and i just looking up heart attack symptoms, and there scarring me, they said the most common signs are chest discomfort and pain for women, but in the center of the chest, and mine is more on the left side, which also scares me because thats right above my heart. ive had chest exams and they came out find,that nothing was wrong. in fact the doctor said that, when i asked him could it be somthing else, he was pretty sure it was my ashma. and he put me on a inhaler, and up until now its been working. but what if all this time it has been somthing serious and somthings fixing to happen..of course im really freaking myself out as i normally do and im also on anxiety pills for that as well to calm me down. the pain has someone lessened, it hasnt been unbarable but if it gets that way ill be waking my mother up. im also talking to my love about it. hopeing im not freaking her out. the main thing that concerns me is when i was at the doctors. i told him the sypmtoms, chest pain but only alittle and it didnt last very long,gapsing for breathe and filling as though my throat were closing up, and he said that those were signs of ashma problems BUT then again i just looke up the signs and symptoms of a heartattack and im pretty much matching it except for the leg or arms pain and the chest discomfort is not in the center its on my left side.ive pretty much made up my mind im going to have to go to the doctors i shouldve gone today.but either tomorw or the next day i got to this is starting to worry me, better safe than sorry if i can make it until tomorw with out going to the ER