"YOU WHAT!?" Cami yelled, turning and looking at max as her and max walked to there next class.
"well its not like i meant for it to happen...i certainly didn't see it coming" max said, stopping in the hall. Cami stopped, turning, and looking at her.
"it was just a playful kiss right?...a caught up in the moment kiss...it meant nothing..right?"
"...right.." max said, her voice trailing off.
"ok then..so forget it and be done" Cami said, starring at her a moment, before turning and walking off.
right...just forget it and be done..forget it max...it meant nothing...just forget it. she stood there a moment, getting her barrings together before heading off down the hall after Cami.
History class was slightly awkward, just knowing Jordan was in the room. thinking about what happened. max wondered if Cami was right. wast it just a friendly kiss? was she reading into something that wasn't even there? but all the smiling and flirtations...just forget it max...forget it. she sat there a moment, again, getting her concentration back before opening her notebook and taking notes.
She avoided her the rest of the day. lunch, she made excuses to side on the other side of Cami, the farthest away. in class she made it a point to not look anywhere near that side of the room. and in the hall, she dodged her best she could, avoiding her at all cost. filling bad for doing it, but it had to be done. it was best they stay distance. was it? she made herself believe it was. The bell ringing signaled the end of school, she breathed a sigh of relief as she got up heading for her locker, maybe after a couple of days shed give up and leave her alone. coming to her locker she quickly threw her last class notebook and text in her locker, grabbing only what she needed for that night, trying to hurry as to not run into Jordan. she wasn't fast enough.
"do i do something?" the familiar voice sent max jumping, screaming slightly as she turned around facing her. she starred at her a moment before turning back to her locker.
"uh...no"
Jordan stood there a moment, arms crossed, watching her.
"then why the sudden avoidance"
"im just....got alot on my mind thats all" max said, slamming her locker as she turned to walk off
"you haven't said one word to me all day" Jordan said, turning in her direction.
"sorry, i just have alot going on, school, homework, ill see you tomorrow" max quickly said, her back to her still, she started walking off.
"wait...you expect me to believe..you cant say "hi" to me in the hall..or even look at me in class because of school?." Jordan said, a smurk on her face, arms still crossed as she shift to one side.
standing there with her back still turned, max stood there a moment before turning around.
"i have a fiancée..do you get that?" she said, looking up at her.
"yea..and?" Jordan asked, cockyness in her voice, a slight laugh.
"and you kissed me!" max said walking up to her.
"it was just a kiss" Jordan said, smiling at her. Jordan being so calm about the whole thing was really getting to her. max stood there a moment, looking down she shook her head.
"what?"
"i..i cant believe you..after all the you did..you can just be..so calm about all this!" max said, throwing up her arms as she paced back and forth.
"WHOA! .....chill!...again..it was just a kiss..nothing to get worked up over...and what do you mean after all i did?'
"ALL THE FLIRTING!...AND..SMILING ..AND WINKING!! YOU TELL ME THATS NOTHING!!?
"well lets see...on a sexual scale...kissing isn't really up there...now if i was to rape you or sexually assault you then yea..that would be something to get worked up about..but a kiss? come on now....seriously?...and the way i remember it..you embraced that kiss..so your just as much at fault her sweetheart"
"dont ever talk to me again" max said shaking her head as she turned walking off.
"oh! let me guess..your one of those fems..that will smile and flirt back with someone..but then when it becomes physical...you wont no part in it....so you run back to your little girlfriend, telling her this sap story, all because of a kiss that was blown WAY out of proportion to being with if you ask me, and has suddenly become a national crisis...speaking of which ..what DOES your girlfriend think of this..kiss.. thats supposedly turned the world upside down...cause really..honestly..people kiss people everyday...dont know if you've noticed..and i dont see no bombs going off anywhere...or people dying because of it!..so you'll have to excuse me while i see the humor in all this..really"
max stood there a moment starring at her. for once she was totally and completely speechless.
"its like your a totally different person..a sarcastic bitch"
"one would be an idiot not to be sarcastic when theres a girl staying infront of there face yelling and freaking out because of a kiss..
"IT MEANT NOTHING TO YOU!!?
"oh..whos coming on to who know?" Jordan asked, a slight laugh as she stepped back a little"
"it was a question"
Jordan stood there a moment, starring off to the side before looking back at her.
"what..you mean..do i think your hot ...or gorgeous..hell ya...but dont go turning the story around telling people i had you pinned against the locker and you had no other choice, you still had self control, all you had to do was push me back if you didn't want me to kiss you...but you didnt...did you?"
they stood there a moment, neither one saying anything.
"so..are you going to answer my question..whats your girl think about this?
"she doenst know"
"thats probably best...i mean..wouldn't wont to ruin a relationship because of a kiss..when we could all just forget it and move on"
max stood there starring a moment before walking off, this time Jordan didnt say anything. so it was her fault. Jordan was right, she did lean into that kiss, she didnt stop her and she clearly could have....but she was in love with Harley not jordan.she didnt even like jordan.did she? this is crazy max. of course you dont like Jordan. you just got caught up in a silly moment, thats all.
"yea...thats all" max sighed, sitting in her car, still in the school lot. she i tell Harley? it was just a kiss. no. i cant tell her. she wouldn't understand, heck i wouldn't understand if i were her.
"oh god this is horrible" she said aloud, putting her hands over her face as she burried her head in her lap. "what am i going to do"
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Tuesday, June 02, 2009
part 15
"so..are you going to answer my question..whats your girl think about this?" "she doesn't know". max replayed her and jordans conversation over and over in her head that night as she lay in bed. Even when telling her seemed like the best thing to do, the right thing to do, she was scarred, scarred of what my become of it. she lay there a moment before picking up her phone and dialing harleys number.
"hey babygirl, i missed you today" harleys voice said over the phone. max smiled.
"i missed you to" her smile becoming a frown as she started thinking once again about the conversation her and Jordan had earlier.
"so peaches and cream..how was your day?"
"it was...it was great" max said, fake smile on her face. who are you trying to fool max.
"good to here babe,....so...your apparently not the only one swamped with work tonight, its still early...wanna call it a study night?"
max sat there a moment starring off.
"babe"
"yea..id...love to" max said softly.
"you want me to come pick you up?.."
"uh no" max said rather quickly. "no..its fine ill drive myself"
"ok..well..see you when you get here?
"...yea" max said, sitting there a moment before closing her cell. god, why couldn't she stop replaying that conversation, why couldn't she shake that filling, the filling telling her she needed..HAD to tell Harley but it wasn't that big a deal, infact it there wasn't a deal at all, so what was wrong with her. her worst fears were coming into play, she tried not to freak, but could help thinking..what if there WAS something there, what if she did fill something....no thats silly, you love Harley max, you love her, your engaged to her.
"fuck"
she sat there a moment, thinking, pondering, before grabbing her keys off the table and getting up. Walking though the living room and to the door, stopping, she stood there a moment. Slightly Turning and reaching back into her back pocket to grab her cell, flipping it open she dialed Priscilla number as she walked back into the kitchen.
"hello?"
"Priscilla"
"yea, WATS up..you ok?"
"yea..im fine..listen..do you have jordans number by chance?" max said grabbing a pieace of paper from the table and a pen.
"uh..yea..hold on a sec" Priscilla said. max could hear her going through the numbers.
"k..you ready?"
"yea" max said, bending over the table to write as Priscilla read out her number.
"ok thanks" max said said quickly, starting to hangup.
"hey..uh..why you need her number anyway?" darn it.
"i just need to ask her something ..thats all"
silence
"so ill talk to you tomorrow?" max said, anxious to hangup
"...i thought we were cool..?" Priscilla asked.
"what..we are cool"
"then why want you tell me whats really going on"
" because nothings going on"
"oh great..now your lieing to me..some friendship we have here..you want even talk to me about whats going on"
"i already told you nothings going on!"
"oh really?...thats not what Cami said"
"oh so suddenly my business is everybody else's business to?"
"were your friends max"
"ok..yea..you say that now....but you talk behind my back..whats next...you'll call me a slut"
awkward silence.
"if it helps..i know how you fill...i know what your going though that is....doing something because your swept up in the moment...and afterwards you wonder...why the hell did i just do that?...you start to wonder whether telling is the best thing,.... or if the best thing is just keeping it quit...."
"so...what did you do?" max asked after a moment
"it doenst matter what i did...what matters is that you listen to what your hearts telling you to."
"yea..thanks" max said.
"no problem..ill see ya tomorrow" Priscilla said, a click as she hung up.
"yea" max said closing her phone. she stood there a moment before opening it back up and calling Harley after four rings she answered.
"babe, were are you? ..you ok?"
"yea..i..i haven't left yet...theres something i have to do first"
"ok, well ..you know ill be up..so come on when your done"
"Harley i love you"
"i love you to babe"
max smiled. "see you soon?"
"hope so"
"ok..bye" mas said closing the phone. she sighed you dont have to do this max. but i have to know. i need to know. god, why must i constantly wrestle with myself. max thought squirming as she walked back and forth past the kitchen table. fuck just do it all ready.
Opening up her cell once again, starring at it moment, before hesitantly dialing her number.
one ring. two. three. four. she was starring to rethink things. maybe she should just leave it be. she wasn't answering the phone. maybe it was a sign
"eh, wuz good" the all to familiar voice sounded over the phone. caught off guard max stood there a moment.
"...ello?"
"Jordan?"
"...yea?....max?"
"Jordan we need to talk"
"howd you get my number dude?"
"never mind that ..we need to talk"
"...sure..how about lunch tomorrow"
"no..i need to speak with you now"
"whats the emergency" Jordan asked. max caught sound of a slight snicker in her voice, she rolled her eyes.
"look..i just ....need to talk to you..we need to talk..please"
"your not with your girl?"
"im going over there later tonight..look..that doesn't matter..we really need to talk"
silence a moment.
"uh..huh..and whats so important..that it cant wait until tomorrow..ESPICALLY after you got all up in my face earlier today practically cussing me out telling me to never talk to you again"
"im sorry about that ok..i..i just have alot on my mind...and we just meet somewhere please"
"..yea..sure...how bout here"
"wheres here?"
"my house"
"NO!"
"and why not?...scarred i might rape you or something?". and now the sarcasm comes.
"and that right there is the reason i said to never talk to me again"
"my bad..its just who i am..take it or leave it man..."
awkward silence yet again.
"are you coming or not"
"if your house is the only place"
"look..you the one wanting to "talk" so bad..i think you'd be willing to come just about anywhere..if its so important"
"whatever"
"..you got a pen?"
"yea"
"you know were Lawrence st. is at?"
"yea"
"go down that road, and im three on the right"
"third on the right...k. got it" she said closing the phone as she grabbed her things and headed out the door
Saturday, September 26, 2009
you and me a lesbian love story part 15
"so..are you going to answer my question..whats your girl think about this?" "she doesn't know". max replayed her and jordans conversation over and over in her head that night as she lay in bed. Even when telling her seemed like the best thing to do, the right thing to do, she was scarred, scarred of what my become of it. she lay there a moment before picking up her phone and dialing harleys number.
"hey babygirl, i missed you today" harleys voice said over the phone. max smiled.
"i missed you to" her smile becoming a frown as she started thinking once again about the conversation her and Jordan had earlier.
"so peaches and cream..how was your day?"
"it was...it was great" max said, fake smile on her face. who are you trying to fool max.
"good to here babe,....so...your apparently not the only one swamped with work tonight, its still early...wanna call it a study night?"
max sat there a moment starring off.
"babe"
"yea..id...love to" max said softly.
"you want me to come pick you up?.."
"uh no" max said rather quickly. "no..its fine ill drive myself"
"ok..well..see you when you get here?
"...yea" max said, sitting there a moment before closing her cell. god, why couldn't she stop replaying that conversation, why couldn't she shake that filling, the filling telling her she needed..HAD to tell Harley but it wasn't that big a deal, infact it there wasn't a deal at all, so what was wrong with her. her worst fears were coming into play, she tried not to freak, but could help thinking..what if there WAS something there, what if she did fill something....no thats silly, you love Harley max, you love her, your engaged to her.
"fuck"
she sat there a moment, thinking, pondering, before grabbing her keys off the table and getting up. Walking though the living room and to the door, stopping, she stood there a moment. Slightly Turning and reaching back into her back pocket to grab her cell, flipping it open she dialed Priscilla number as she walked back into the kitchen.
"hello?"
"Priscilla"
"yea, WATS up..you ok?"
"yea..im fine..listen..do you have jordans number by chance?" max said grabbing a pieace of paper from the table and a pen.
"uh..yea..hold on a sec" Priscilla said. max could hear her going through the numbers.
"k..you ready?"
"yea" max said, bending over the table to write as Priscilla read out her number.
"ok thanks" max said said quickly, starting to hangup.
"hey..uh..why you need her number anyway?" darn it.
"i just need to ask her something ..thats all"
silence
"so ill talk to you tomorrow?" max said, anxious to hangup
"...i thought we were cool..?" Priscilla asked.
"what..we are cool"
"then why want you tell me whats really going on"
" because nothings going on"
"oh great..now your lieing to me..some friendship we have here..you want even talk to me about whats going on"
"i already told you nothings going on!"
"oh really?...thats not what Cami said"
"oh so suddenly my business is everybody else's business to?"
"were your friends max"
"ok..yea..you say that now....but you talk behind my back..whats next...you'll call me a slut"
awkward silence.
"if it helps..i know how you fill...i know what your going though that is....doing something because your swept up in the moment...and afterwards you wonder...why the hell did i just do that?...you start to wonder whether telling is the best thing,.... or if the best thing is just keeping it quit...."
"so...what did you do?" max asked after a moment
"it doenst matter what i did...what matters is that you listen to what your hearts telling you to."
"yea..thanks" max said.
"no problem..ill see ya tomorrow" Priscilla said, a click as she hung up.
"yea" max said closing her phone. she stood there a moment before opening it back up and calling Harley after four rings she answered.
"babe, were are you? ..you ok?"
"yea..i..i haven't left yet...theres something i have to do first"
"ok, well ..you know ill be up..so come on when your done"
"Harley i love you"
"i love you to babe"
max smiled. "see you soon?"
"hope so"
"ok..bye" mas said closing the phone. she sighed you dont have to do this max. but i have to know. i need to know. god, why must i constantly wrestle with myself. max thought squirming as she walked back and forth past the kitchen table. fuck just do it all ready.
Opening up her cell once again, starring at it moment, before hesitantly dialing her number.
one ring. two. three. four. she was starring to rethink things. maybe she should just leave it be. she wasn't answering the phone. maybe it was a sign
"eh, wuz good" the all to familiar voice sounded over the phone. caught off guard max stood there a moment.
"...ello?"
"Jordan?"
"...yea?....max?"
"Jordan we need to talk"
"howd you get my number dude?"
"never mind that ..we need to talk"
"...sure..how about lunch tomorrow"
"no..i need to speak with you now"
"whats the emergency" Jordan asked. max caught sound of a slight snicker in her voice, she rolled her eyes.
"look..i just ....need to talk to you..we need to talk..please"
"your not with your girl?"
"im going over there later tonight..look..that doesn't matter..we really need to talk"
silence a moment.
"uh..huh..and whats so important..that it cant wait until tomorrow..ESPICALLY after you got all up in my face earlier today practically cussing me out telling me to never talk to you again"
"im sorry about that ok..i..i just have alot on my mind...and we just meet somewhere please"
"..yea..sure...how bout here"
"wheres here?"
"my house"
"NO!"
"and why not?...scarred i might rape you or something?". and now the sarcasm comes.
"and that right there is the reason i said to never talk to me again"
"my bad..its just who i am..take it or leave it man..."
awkward silence yet again.
"are you coming or not"
"if your house is the only place"
"look..you the one wanting to "talk" so bad..i think you'd be willing to come just about anywhere..if its so important"
"whatever"
"..you got a pen?"
"yea"
"you know were Lawrence st. is at?"
"yea"
"go down that road, and im three on the right"
"third on the right...k. got it" she said closing the phone as she grabbed her things and headed out the door.
"hey babygirl, i missed you today" harleys voice said over the phone. max smiled.
"i missed you to" her smile becoming a frown as she started thinking once again about the conversation her and Jordan had earlier.
"so peaches and cream..how was your day?"
"it was...it was great" max said, fake smile on her face. who are you trying to fool max.
"good to here babe,....so...your apparently not the only one swamped with work tonight, its still early...wanna call it a study night?"
max sat there a moment starring off.
"babe"
"yea..id...love to" max said softly.
"you want me to come pick you up?.."
"uh no" max said rather quickly. "no..its fine ill drive myself"
"ok..well..see you when you get here?
"...yea" max said, sitting there a moment before closing her cell. god, why couldn't she stop replaying that conversation, why couldn't she shake that filling, the filling telling her she needed..HAD to tell Harley but it wasn't that big a deal, infact it there wasn't a deal at all, so what was wrong with her. her worst fears were coming into play, she tried not to freak, but could help thinking..what if there WAS something there, what if she did fill something....no thats silly, you love Harley max, you love her, your engaged to her.
"fuck"
she sat there a moment, thinking, pondering, before grabbing her keys off the table and getting up. Walking though the living room and to the door, stopping, she stood there a moment. Slightly Turning and reaching back into her back pocket to grab her cell, flipping it open she dialed Priscilla number as she walked back into the kitchen.
"hello?"
"Priscilla"
"yea, WATS up..you ok?"
"yea..im fine..listen..do you have jordans number by chance?" max said grabbing a pieace of paper from the table and a pen.
"uh..yea..hold on a sec" Priscilla said. max could hear her going through the numbers.
"k..you ready?"
"yea" max said, bending over the table to write as Priscilla read out her number.
"ok thanks" max said said quickly, starting to hangup.
"hey..uh..why you need her number anyway?" darn it.
"i just need to ask her something ..thats all"
silence
"so ill talk to you tomorrow?" max said, anxious to hangup
"...i thought we were cool..?" Priscilla asked.
"what..we are cool"
"then why want you tell me whats really going on"
" because nothings going on"
"oh great..now your lieing to me..some friendship we have here..you want even talk to me about whats going on"
"i already told you nothings going on!"
"oh really?...thats not what Cami said"
"oh so suddenly my business is everybody else's business to?"
"were your friends max"
"ok..yea..you say that now....but you talk behind my back..whats next...you'll call me a slut"
awkward silence.
"if it helps..i know how you fill...i know what your going though that is....doing something because your swept up in the moment...and afterwards you wonder...why the hell did i just do that?...you start to wonder whether telling is the best thing,.... or if the best thing is just keeping it quit...."
"so...what did you do?" max asked after a moment
"it doenst matter what i did...what matters is that you listen to what your hearts telling you to."
"yea..thanks" max said.
"no problem..ill see ya tomorrow" Priscilla said, a click as she hung up.
"yea" max said closing her phone. she stood there a moment before opening it back up and calling Harley after four rings she answered.
"babe, were are you? ..you ok?"
"yea..i..i haven't left yet...theres something i have to do first"
"ok, well ..you know ill be up..so come on when your done"
"Harley i love you"
"i love you to babe"
max smiled. "see you soon?"
"hope so"
"ok..bye" mas said closing the phone. she sighed you dont have to do this max. but i have to know. i need to know. god, why must i constantly wrestle with myself. max thought squirming as she walked back and forth past the kitchen table. fuck just do it all ready.
Opening up her cell once again, starring at it moment, before hesitantly dialing her number.
one ring. two. three. four. she was starring to rethink things. maybe she should just leave it be. she wasn't answering the phone. maybe it was a sign
"eh, wuz good" the all to familiar voice sounded over the phone. caught off guard max stood there a moment.
"...ello?"
"Jordan?"
"...yea?....max?"
"Jordan we need to talk"
"howd you get my number dude?"
"never mind that ..we need to talk"
"...sure..how about lunch tomorrow"
"no..i need to speak with you now"
"whats the emergency" Jordan asked. max caught sound of a slight snicker in her voice, she rolled her eyes.
"look..i just ....need to talk to you..we need to talk..please"
"your not with your girl?"
"im going over there later tonight..look..that doesn't matter..we really need to talk"
silence a moment.
"uh..huh..and whats so important..that it cant wait until tomorrow..ESPICALLY after you got all up in my face earlier today practically cussing me out telling me to never talk to you again"
"im sorry about that ok..i..i just have alot on my mind...and we just meet somewhere please"
"..yea..sure...how bout here"
"wheres here?"
"my house"
"NO!"
"and why not?...scarred i might rape you or something?". and now the sarcasm comes.
"and that right there is the reason i said to never talk to me again"
"my bad..its just who i am..take it or leave it man..."
awkward silence yet again.
"are you coming or not"
"if your house is the only place"
"look..you the one wanting to "talk" so bad..i think you'd be willing to come just about anywhere..if its so important"
"whatever"
"..you got a pen?"
"yea"
"you know were Lawrence st. is at?"
"yea"
"go down that road, and im three on the right"
"third on the right...k. got it" she said closing the phone as she grabbed her things and headed out the door.
you and me a lesbian love story part 16
hearing knocking, Jordan walked to the door, opening it.
"its about time..what you leave in a different county or something?"
"no..some of us drive the speed limit" max said starring at her. they stood there a moment.
"are you coming on or not" Jordan said stepping aside to let her in. "so..whats this thing that we got to talk about tonight thats so damn important?" Jordan said walking past her and into the kitchen, max followed standing in the doorway.
"drink?" Jordan asked offering her a red bull.
"uh..nn..no thanks" max said shaking her hands. she watched as Jordan hopped up on the counter facing her.
"sit" she said gesturing at the table. she looked at her hesitant a moment before sitting down.
silence
"WATS up?" Jordan finally asked.
"we need to talk about what happened" max said looked over at her. nodding, Jordan looked off.
"talk about....today..or what happened..day before?"
"day before"
"i thought we decided we were gonna let that go" Jordan said snickering a little
"YOU decided that on your own,..i never said i was going to"
"so whats the problem?"
"why d you do it!?"
"..again..i thought we already covered this?"
"do you like me?" max asked.
"what?" Jordan gasped, trying to keep a straight face.
"do you like me?"
"uh...sure" Jordan said, looking off, still trying to keep a straight face while twittleing her fingers.
"why the uncertainty in your voice?"
"theres no uncertainty in my voice"
"...i have a fiancée..you know i have a fiancée...
"ok look...im just gonna break it to ya..k chick...your...not really my type" Jordan said, this time letting a slight laugh escape, she was still looking off.
"but you kissed me?" max said narrowing her eyes at her.
"yea..i kissed you...end of story"
"no..not end of story!" max said standing up. " you expect me to believe you lead me on for nothing!?" she said walking over to her.
" i never LED you on..i smiled at you...a normal person wouldn't read so much into that" Jordan said slightly leaning sideways away from max.
max walked back to the table, looking down, shacking her head. " i cant believe this"
"whats that?" Jordan asked raised eyebrows.
"but you flirted with me...and you...at the beach...."
"again...you read way to much into things"
"and it meant nothing to you?"
"ok..look...look!" Jordan said. jumping off the counter and walking to her. "your fine as hell...but your not my type...im more for the ...hardcore....ride or die ..bondage chicks...not lovey dovey emotional chicks...like you..i dont do relationships...i dont do hookup..i get it and im gone...there is no tieing me down..ever!...it was a kiss!...nothing more!..only attraction i have to you is seeing how bad you are in bed...wouldn't last a couple of hours and that'd be the end of it....im not your type..your not mine...so why dont you go back to your...prince charming and go live your fairytale life and leave me the fuck out of it!" Jordan said turning and walking out of the kitchen.
max sat there a moment. she could tell she was fixing to cry. she couldn't. at least not here.
getting in the car she sat there. pull yourself together max. at least now you really know.
"so why is this upsetting me so bad"
"its about time..what you leave in a different county or something?"
"no..some of us drive the speed limit" max said starring at her. they stood there a moment.
"are you coming on or not" Jordan said stepping aside to let her in. "so..whats this thing that we got to talk about tonight thats so damn important?" Jordan said walking past her and into the kitchen, max followed standing in the doorway.
"drink?" Jordan asked offering her a red bull.
"uh..nn..no thanks" max said shaking her hands. she watched as Jordan hopped up on the counter facing her.
"sit" she said gesturing at the table. she looked at her hesitant a moment before sitting down.
silence
"WATS up?" Jordan finally asked.
"we need to talk about what happened" max said looked over at her. nodding, Jordan looked off.
"talk about....today..or what happened..day before?"
"day before"
"i thought we decided we were gonna let that go" Jordan said snickering a little
"YOU decided that on your own,..i never said i was going to"
"so whats the problem?"
"why d you do it!?"
"..again..i thought we already covered this?"
"do you like me?" max asked.
"what?" Jordan gasped, trying to keep a straight face.
"do you like me?"
"uh...sure" Jordan said, looking off, still trying to keep a straight face while twittleing her fingers.
"why the uncertainty in your voice?"
"theres no uncertainty in my voice"
"...i have a fiancée..you know i have a fiancée...
"ok look...im just gonna break it to ya..k chick...your...not really my type" Jordan said, this time letting a slight laugh escape, she was still looking off.
"but you kissed me?" max said narrowing her eyes at her.
"yea..i kissed you...end of story"
"no..not end of story!" max said standing up. " you expect me to believe you lead me on for nothing!?" she said walking over to her.
" i never LED you on..i smiled at you...a normal person wouldn't read so much into that" Jordan said slightly leaning sideways away from max.
max walked back to the table, looking down, shacking her head. " i cant believe this"
"whats that?" Jordan asked raised eyebrows.
"but you flirted with me...and you...at the beach...."
"again...you read way to much into things"
"and it meant nothing to you?"
"ok..look...look!" Jordan said. jumping off the counter and walking to her. "your fine as hell...but your not my type...im more for the ...hardcore....ride or die ..bondage chicks...not lovey dovey emotional chicks...like you..i dont do relationships...i dont do hookup..i get it and im gone...there is no tieing me down..ever!...it was a kiss!...nothing more!..only attraction i have to you is seeing how bad you are in bed...wouldn't last a couple of hours and that'd be the end of it....im not your type..your not mine...so why dont you go back to your...prince charming and go live your fairytale life and leave me the fuck out of it!" Jordan said turning and walking out of the kitchen.
max sat there a moment. she could tell she was fixing to cry. she couldn't. at least not here.
getting in the car she sat there. pull yourself together max. at least now you really know.
"so why is this upsetting me so bad"
you and me a lesbian love story part 17
pulling up at harelys she sat there a moment trying to get herself together. pulling down her viser she surveyed herself. anyone could tell shed been crying. suck it up max. suck it up, she tried telling herself that as she got out, walking toward the house, though the minute she approached the door and rang the bell, it all fell apart.
"whats wrong babygirl" Harley said opening the door to her crying, taking her in her arms. max always felt so safe and comfortable in harleys arms. the whole world stopped when she was with her, and nothing else mattered. tonight was different.
"babe, whats wrong?" Harley asked as she walked her into the house.
max couldn't even look at her. Harley took her into her room and sat her on the bed. bending down infront of her she wrapped her arms around her waist, looking up into her eyes with concern, as hard as she tried, max couldn't bring herself to look her directly in the eyes.
"babe, look at me, ...whats wrong..what happened?" Harley asked.
max just sat there. replaying all that had happened the last two days. the kiss. the conversations. this was not how she wonted it to turn out. telling her wouldn't be her sitting on the edge of her bed, crying so hard she couldn't even speak. no, that was a question in itself. why was she crying. if she didnt like Jordan, why was she acting like this.
"i..."
"look at me darlin" Harley said, lifting her head with her hand so that they looked directly at each other. "please talk to me angel"
sitting there looking in her eyes, max had never seen so much passion,..so much love and concern and worry in her eyes as she did tonight. trying but failing again max tried to said something, her results only crying, both her hands covered her eyes as she tried to gain control of herself.
"sweetheart, look at me" Harley said, gently grabbing her hands and holding them in hers. all max could do was look down.
there was silence for a minute or two before she finally spoke
"im so sorry"
"sorry for what babe..theres nothing to be sorry for"
"but there is" max said. gaining more control of her emotions,as she wiped tears from her eyes.
Harley still sat there on the floor, holding her hands as she waited listening, concerned and confused look on her face.
max sax there a moment, before standing up and walking over to a conner in harleys room. Harley starred after her.
"babe"
"im so sorry Harley" max said, finally turning and looking at her.
Harley slowly rose to her feet.
"sorry for what princess...im not sure i follow you?" Harley asked, small grin on her face.
a moment of silence which felt like forever as max looked off to the side.
"i kissed someone" was all she could manage to say.
another moment of silence in which max could tell Harley was starring at her.
"you..kissed someone?.........who?" Harley asked, max could hear the confusion in her voice.
"Jordan"
"...Jordan?...you..kissed...Jordan...?" Harley said slowly, taking it all in, still looking confused.
"well...she sort of kissed me...but..
"but what?" Harley said interrupting her.
"but i......i sort of.....kissed her back.." max finally managed to say. She looked up at Harley for her reaction, Harley looking off still with a confused look.
"wow....ok.......thats certainly not what i had planned"Harley say standing there a moment before walking in the opposite direction of max.
"im sorry" max said again, talking to her back.
"why?" Harley said turning and looking at her.
"its not like i meant for it to happen baby...it just did"
"how does something like that just happen....things like that dont just happen max" she said, looking at her, a serious look on her face. " and the whole time she was standing there..acting as though nothing had happened at the game" Harley said, more to herself than to max, as she turning walking more away.
"no, that was before it happened" max said, starting to walk to her but stopping.
"HOW!....HOW DID THIS HAPPEN MAX!" Harley said turning quickly in her direction. she told herself she be calm. but all her calm, rational thoughts had gone completely out the door. "AND WHY!"
"please stop yelling...i told you before it wasn't supposed to"
"then why did it...can you explain that one?"
max stood there a moment before answering.
"...i...dont know"
"you dont know...how do you not know max..why you kissed someone?"
"i guess i was just caught up in the moment"
"YOU GUESS?!" Harley said, starring at her, max starred at the floor. "max...your engaged!..you shouldn't be caught up in the moment with anybody except me!"
finally managing to look up, max looked at Harley they starred at each other. Shaking her head Harley continued moving farther away.
"Harley i..
what were you thinking max honestly?"
"it was just a kiss Harley"
"yea..a kiss that you leaned into" Harley said, all exsperitions on her face looking as though she would cry at any moment, she never did.
neither one said anything for a long time.
"do you like her?"
"no i love u..
"i didnt ask if you loved her max...i asked if you liked her..?"
"no.."
Harley sighed. turning around facing max.
"we.we can fix this...were strong...you say its just a kiss right...
"Harley.
"i mean..i want to spend the rest of life with you...and..these are the kinds of things we'll have to work though..
"Harley."
"i love you max!." Harley said walking over , grabbing her hands and holding themas they starred at each other "i love you more than Ive ever loved anyone"
max looked at her a moment before starring at the floor.
"i love you to" she finally said. Harley squeezed her hands and started talking about something, all of which mind as well had been muted out, she heard nothing as she continued starring at the floor.
"Harley." she said looking up, causing Harley to stop mid sentence what she was saying, what was a smile now concerned face again.
"Harley.i...i need time to think" she said. starring into her eyes.
"yea i understand" Harley said letting go of her hands as she walked over grabbing her notebook. "will talk about it later" she said walking to the door.
"no..Harley..i need to think about it....alone..." max said turning after her.
Harley stopped, turning and looking at her.
"..ok"
"Harley..i think we should take a break" max said looking back down at the floor.
"...a break...?" Harley said starring at her a moment
"Harley i..
"no..its cool..i gotchu...i understand completely...really...just ...you go think....and .....i need to do some thinking to myself ok?" Harley said looking at her a moment before turning and walking out the door.
"whats wrong babygirl" Harley said opening the door to her crying, taking her in her arms. max always felt so safe and comfortable in harleys arms. the whole world stopped when she was with her, and nothing else mattered. tonight was different.
"babe, whats wrong?" Harley asked as she walked her into the house.
max couldn't even look at her. Harley took her into her room and sat her on the bed. bending down infront of her she wrapped her arms around her waist, looking up into her eyes with concern, as hard as she tried, max couldn't bring herself to look her directly in the eyes.
"babe, look at me, ...whats wrong..what happened?" Harley asked.
max just sat there. replaying all that had happened the last two days. the kiss. the conversations. this was not how she wonted it to turn out. telling her wouldn't be her sitting on the edge of her bed, crying so hard she couldn't even speak. no, that was a question in itself. why was she crying. if she didnt like Jordan, why was she acting like this.
"i..."
"look at me darlin" Harley said, lifting her head with her hand so that they looked directly at each other. "please talk to me angel"
sitting there looking in her eyes, max had never seen so much passion,..so much love and concern and worry in her eyes as she did tonight. trying but failing again max tried to said something, her results only crying, both her hands covered her eyes as she tried to gain control of herself.
"sweetheart, look at me" Harley said, gently grabbing her hands and holding them in hers. all max could do was look down.
there was silence for a minute or two before she finally spoke
"im so sorry"
"sorry for what babe..theres nothing to be sorry for"
"but there is" max said. gaining more control of her emotions,as she wiped tears from her eyes.
Harley still sat there on the floor, holding her hands as she waited listening, concerned and confused look on her face.
max sax there a moment, before standing up and walking over to a conner in harleys room. Harley starred after her.
"babe"
"im so sorry Harley" max said, finally turning and looking at her.
Harley slowly rose to her feet.
"sorry for what princess...im not sure i follow you?" Harley asked, small grin on her face.
a moment of silence which felt like forever as max looked off to the side.
"i kissed someone" was all she could manage to say.
another moment of silence in which max could tell Harley was starring at her.
"you..kissed someone?.........who?" Harley asked, max could hear the confusion in her voice.
"Jordan"
"...Jordan?...you..kissed...Jordan...?" Harley said slowly, taking it all in, still looking confused.
"well...she sort of kissed me...but..
"but what?" Harley said interrupting her.
"but i......i sort of.....kissed her back.." max finally managed to say. She looked up at Harley for her reaction, Harley looking off still with a confused look.
"wow....ok.......thats certainly not what i had planned"Harley say standing there a moment before walking in the opposite direction of max.
"im sorry" max said again, talking to her back.
"why?" Harley said turning and looking at her.
"its not like i meant for it to happen baby...it just did"
"how does something like that just happen....things like that dont just happen max" she said, looking at her, a serious look on her face. " and the whole time she was standing there..acting as though nothing had happened at the game" Harley said, more to herself than to max, as she turning walking more away.
"no, that was before it happened" max said, starting to walk to her but stopping.
"HOW!....HOW DID THIS HAPPEN MAX!" Harley said turning quickly in her direction. she told herself she be calm. but all her calm, rational thoughts had gone completely out the door. "AND WHY!"
"please stop yelling...i told you before it wasn't supposed to"
"then why did it...can you explain that one?"
max stood there a moment before answering.
"...i...dont know"
"you dont know...how do you not know max..why you kissed someone?"
"i guess i was just caught up in the moment"
"YOU GUESS?!" Harley said, starring at her, max starred at the floor. "max...your engaged!..you shouldn't be caught up in the moment with anybody except me!"
finally managing to look up, max looked at Harley they starred at each other. Shaking her head Harley continued moving farther away.
"Harley i..
what were you thinking max honestly?"
"it was just a kiss Harley"
"yea..a kiss that you leaned into" Harley said, all exsperitions on her face looking as though she would cry at any moment, she never did.
neither one said anything for a long time.
"do you like her?"
"no i love u..
"i didnt ask if you loved her max...i asked if you liked her..?"
"no.."
Harley sighed. turning around facing max.
"we.we can fix this...were strong...you say its just a kiss right...
"Harley.
"i mean..i want to spend the rest of life with you...and..these are the kinds of things we'll have to work though..
"Harley."
"i love you max!." Harley said walking over , grabbing her hands and holding themas they starred at each other "i love you more than Ive ever loved anyone"
max looked at her a moment before starring at the floor.
"i love you to" she finally said. Harley squeezed her hands and started talking about something, all of which mind as well had been muted out, she heard nothing as she continued starring at the floor.
"Harley." she said looking up, causing Harley to stop mid sentence what she was saying, what was a smile now concerned face again.
"Harley.i...i need time to think" she said. starring into her eyes.
"yea i understand" Harley said letting go of her hands as she walked over grabbing her notebook. "will talk about it later" she said walking to the door.
"no..Harley..i need to think about it....alone..." max said turning after her.
Harley stopped, turning and looking at her.
"..ok"
"Harley..i think we should take a break" max said looking back down at the floor.
"...a break...?" Harley said starring at her a moment
"Harley i..
"no..its cool..i gotchu...i understand completely...really...just ...you go think....and .....i need to do some thinking to myself ok?" Harley said looking at her a moment before turning and walking out the door.
you and me, a lesbian love story part 18
it was all max could do to pay attention in class the next day. all she could think about what Harley at lunch she sat there picking at her food with a fork, starring at it.
"hey" Cami said as Priscilla and Jordan walked up. Priscilla smiled at Cami, looking over at max.
"hey" she said starting to sit down infront of Cami as she always did. Jordan hesitated a moment, stopping the table, she glanced down at max.
"hey, i think im gonna go sit with LC and them today...alright" Jordan said as she turned walking off. max looked up to watch her go before continuing to play with her food.
Priscilla sat there a moment before getting up herself.
"uh...yea..im gonna go ..sit with her...later" she said slightly glancing at max before heading after Jordan.
Cami sat there a moment, watching Jordan glancing over every now and then at their table at max. Cami looked back and forth between them and max.
"oh no...what are you doing max...what are you doing" Cami moaned.
max continued to play with her food.
"max what happened last night?"
"why dont you ask Priscilla" max said not bothering to look up at her.
"i haven't had time to talk to Priscilla believe it or not, and i didnt ask Priscilla, im asking you" Cami said looking down at her.
"i went over to jordans" max finally said.
"you what?" Cami said, turning sideways and looking down at her. "why would you do that?"
"because Cami..i needed to know"
"know what..whats there to know"
"i...needed to know how she felt...i needed to figure out what was going on"
"max listen to me...theres nothing going on..ok?"
"again..its nice to see you know more about my life than i do" max said slightly looking sideways at Cami.
"yea...yea..i probably do max...because we have been friends since freaking pre k!...i know you..i know you well enough to know you DON'T always make clear decisions,... and neither do i...but thats why we have each other to help us get back on track when we loose it! .....and i know you well enough to know there is NOTHING going on!" Cami said stopping a moment before continuing. "and why you want to hurt something so perfect between you and Harley over...
"Cami we broke up"
twirling around instantaneously Cami looked down at max.
"yall what?'
"we broke up"
"WHY!?..WHAT HAPPENED"
"i just told you cam..what do you think"
"OK .....THATS IT!" Cami said practically yelling. " max...you love Harley! Harley loves you! yall are PERFECT for each other!....everybody knows that!...so why are you going to ruin something that is so obviously meant to be!?" Cami said starring at her. max said nothing.
"max you are my best friend..and i am NOT about to let you make a stupid mistake over a..stud chick like that!" Cami said pointing in jordans direction.max just narrowed her eyes up at her.
"shes not your type! and your not hers..
"stop yelling !" max said looking up at her
"im sorry max! but i cant help but NOT yell at you !" Cami said jumping to her feet as she starred at her. "you got me so pissed off right now!"
"well im sorry ok?!' max said looking up at her "....im sorry.."
"ugh!" was all Cami could manage, turning away from her a moment, before turning back toward her as she studied her a moment before bending down next to her.
"max...you were so happy with Harley...you were always SO..HAPPY when your with her....you two make SUCH a good couple..and a great team!..max... i dont understand..why you want to give up everything you've ever wanted....everything you've ever dreamed...i mean...did Harley not even try to stop you ..what did she say max?..what all went down?"
max sat there a moment before telling her in detail what all happened.
"so she tried to fix things! max!..what is going through your head!?"
"i dont know"
"..yall mean the world to each other!..now you listen to me and you listen to me good! when that bell rings this afternoon, you are going to get your ass in that car, your going to go to her house and you are going...
"i cant do that cam"
"why the fuck not!?" Cami said standing back up
"because i just cant" max said looking down at the table
"max you listen to me" Cami said bending down so close she was practically touching her face. "if you think i am just going to sit here and let you mope around, filling sorry for yourself instead of trying to fix things, like you SHOULD be doing! you thought wrong! you are not a quitter max! your not!...coach always tells us theres no such thing as cant!...well you know what max! cant never could! because cant never TRIED!....god i sound like my coach" Cami said standing back up sort of surprised. "but thats not the point max...the point is..your not a quitter...what are you going to do when something really big happens down the road when you and Harley get married...its gonna totally rip yall apart because you cant handle the little stuff now!...you just wanna give up!..well i got news for you max!...cant and quit dont fly with me...there not in my vocab and they shouldn't be in yours..unless you put em together..cant quit...thats you max! you cant quit!" Cami said looking down at her. the bell signaled the end of lunch. Cami continued to stand there starring at her as people walked past filing out of the lunch room.
"by god your going to harleys house today max!..even if i have to miss softball practice to take you myself! ..ill do it!" Cami said turning on her heels and walking off.
the last bell rang for the day as max got up and headed for her locker. Opening her locker she grabbing what she needed for the night and closed her locker, startled as Cami was right there.
"your going right?'
"going were" max said turning and walking, she rolled her eyes.
"to harleys...max you cant fix things if you dont TRY to fix them!"
"Cami i cant"
"and theres that word again..max..what did i tell you ear..
"i dont care what coach says!..im not in softball! max said continuing to walk
"its not about softball max!" Cami snapped.
max stopped, but didnt turn around.
"max you have yet to explain to me why you cant go" Cami said starring at her. max said nothing for a moment.
"because ...i"
"because what max!"
"just because cam"
"thats not an answer max!...will you at least look at me! ...i what!..what is the deal!..what is wrong...
"EVERYTHING!" max said turning and looking at her, she was starting to cry. Cami just stood there looking at her.
"everything cam...yes i love Harley..im in love with her!...but..i..i kissed another girl...i kissed another girl...and i cant just forget it...when it may have not meant nothing to Jordan..cam....but it did to me...i felt a little attraction...and as much as id love to say "oh it was just a kiss!" i cant cam!..my fillings and emotions are everywhere right now!...im so confused!..i just need time to think....do you understand that?" max said looking back at her.
Cami stood there a moment, sort of shocked.
"...yea...yea..i got it...see you tomorrow" Cami said grabbing her softball bag and walking off. max stood there a moment watching her walk off as tears streamed down her cheek. whipping tears from her eyes she turned and walked out the door
"hey" Cami said as Priscilla and Jordan walked up. Priscilla smiled at Cami, looking over at max.
"hey" she said starting to sit down infront of Cami as she always did. Jordan hesitated a moment, stopping the table, she glanced down at max.
"hey, i think im gonna go sit with LC and them today...alright" Jordan said as she turned walking off. max looked up to watch her go before continuing to play with her food.
Priscilla sat there a moment before getting up herself.
"uh...yea..im gonna go ..sit with her...later" she said slightly glancing at max before heading after Jordan.
Cami sat there a moment, watching Jordan glancing over every now and then at their table at max. Cami looked back and forth between them and max.
"oh no...what are you doing max...what are you doing" Cami moaned.
max continued to play with her food.
"max what happened last night?"
"why dont you ask Priscilla" max said not bothering to look up at her.
"i haven't had time to talk to Priscilla believe it or not, and i didnt ask Priscilla, im asking you" Cami said looking down at her.
"i went over to jordans" max finally said.
"you what?" Cami said, turning sideways and looking down at her. "why would you do that?"
"because Cami..i needed to know"
"know what..whats there to know"
"i...needed to know how she felt...i needed to figure out what was going on"
"max listen to me...theres nothing going on..ok?"
"again..its nice to see you know more about my life than i do" max said slightly looking sideways at Cami.
"yea...yea..i probably do max...because we have been friends since freaking pre k!...i know you..i know you well enough to know you DON'T always make clear decisions,... and neither do i...but thats why we have each other to help us get back on track when we loose it! .....and i know you well enough to know there is NOTHING going on!" Cami said stopping a moment before continuing. "and why you want to hurt something so perfect between you and Harley over...
"Cami we broke up"
twirling around instantaneously Cami looked down at max.
"yall what?'
"we broke up"
"WHY!?..WHAT HAPPENED"
"i just told you cam..what do you think"
"OK .....THATS IT!" Cami said practically yelling. " max...you love Harley! Harley loves you! yall are PERFECT for each other!....everybody knows that!...so why are you going to ruin something that is so obviously meant to be!?" Cami said starring at her. max said nothing.
"max you are my best friend..and i am NOT about to let you make a stupid mistake over a..stud chick like that!" Cami said pointing in jordans direction.max just narrowed her eyes up at her.
"shes not your type! and your not hers..
"stop yelling !" max said looking up at her
"im sorry max! but i cant help but NOT yell at you !" Cami said jumping to her feet as she starred at her. "you got me so pissed off right now!"
"well im sorry ok?!' max said looking up at her "....im sorry.."
"ugh!" was all Cami could manage, turning away from her a moment, before turning back toward her as she studied her a moment before bending down next to her.
"max...you were so happy with Harley...you were always SO..HAPPY when your with her....you two make SUCH a good couple..and a great team!..max... i dont understand..why you want to give up everything you've ever wanted....everything you've ever dreamed...i mean...did Harley not even try to stop you ..what did she say max?..what all went down?"
max sat there a moment before telling her in detail what all happened.
"so she tried to fix things! max!..what is going through your head!?"
"i dont know"
"..yall mean the world to each other!..now you listen to me and you listen to me good! when that bell rings this afternoon, you are going to get your ass in that car, your going to go to her house and you are going...
"i cant do that cam"
"why the fuck not!?" Cami said standing back up
"because i just cant" max said looking down at the table
"max you listen to me" Cami said bending down so close she was practically touching her face. "if you think i am just going to sit here and let you mope around, filling sorry for yourself instead of trying to fix things, like you SHOULD be doing! you thought wrong! you are not a quitter max! your not!...coach always tells us theres no such thing as cant!...well you know what max! cant never could! because cant never TRIED!....god i sound like my coach" Cami said standing back up sort of surprised. "but thats not the point max...the point is..your not a quitter...what are you going to do when something really big happens down the road when you and Harley get married...its gonna totally rip yall apart because you cant handle the little stuff now!...you just wanna give up!..well i got news for you max!...cant and quit dont fly with me...there not in my vocab and they shouldn't be in yours..unless you put em together..cant quit...thats you max! you cant quit!" Cami said looking down at her. the bell signaled the end of lunch. Cami continued to stand there starring at her as people walked past filing out of the lunch room.
"by god your going to harleys house today max!..even if i have to miss softball practice to take you myself! ..ill do it!" Cami said turning on her heels and walking off.
the last bell rang for the day as max got up and headed for her locker. Opening her locker she grabbing what she needed for the night and closed her locker, startled as Cami was right there.
"your going right?'
"going were" max said turning and walking, she rolled her eyes.
"to harleys...max you cant fix things if you dont TRY to fix them!"
"Cami i cant"
"and theres that word again..max..what did i tell you ear..
"i dont care what coach says!..im not in softball! max said continuing to walk
"its not about softball max!" Cami snapped.
max stopped, but didnt turn around.
"max you have yet to explain to me why you cant go" Cami said starring at her. max said nothing for a moment.
"because ...i"
"because what max!"
"just because cam"
"thats not an answer max!...will you at least look at me! ...i what!..what is the deal!..what is wrong...
"EVERYTHING!" max said turning and looking at her, she was starting to cry. Cami just stood there looking at her.
"everything cam...yes i love Harley..im in love with her!...but..i..i kissed another girl...i kissed another girl...and i cant just forget it...when it may have not meant nothing to Jordan..cam....but it did to me...i felt a little attraction...and as much as id love to say "oh it was just a kiss!" i cant cam!..my fillings and emotions are everywhere right now!...im so confused!..i just need time to think....do you understand that?" max said looking back at her.
Cami stood there a moment, sort of shocked.
"...yea...yea..i got it...see you tomorrow" Cami said grabbing her softball bag and walking off. max stood there a moment watching her walk off as tears streamed down her cheek. whipping tears from her eyes she turned and walked out the door
you and me,a lesbian love story part 19
A MONTH LATER....
" your coming to the game tonight right?" Cami said turning to max as her and max walked to the lockers.
"yea...wouldn't miss it" max said slightly smiling at her.
"good deal...and afterwards were all going out to get ice cream" Cami said starting to walk off
"wait..we?" max said, looking a little confused.
"yea..me..you ..Priscilla ..and Jordan" Cami said looking at her. max rolled her eyes
"come on max...Jordan is like...Priscilla best stud friend...you cant have Priscilla without Jordan..their like a package..you know that..and together we make a group...minds well get used to it...your going to be seeing alot of her this softball season" Cami said giving her a "im sorry" look.
"great" max said, fake smile on her face as she stopped, at her locker.
"see ya tonight ok" Cami yelled back
"yea..sure thing" max said opening her locker.
"pick you up at five?" Priscilla said coming up behind her.
"yea..thats fine "max said looking back at her before turning back to her locker.
"hey..did you see which way Cami went" Priscilla asked.
"uh...that way" max said pointing to the right.
"thanks" Priscilla said running off down the hall. Max looked up watching Priscilla before placing her books in her locker. for once they didnt have any homework this weekend. she headed for the door.
Walking in her house, she went upstairs, in her room and turned the radio on. max danced around a little lip singing before heading back downstairs and into the kitchen. Walking to the frig she grabbed a monster energy and headed back up the stairs to get ready.
She sat there on her bed a moment, thinking about Harley, she picked up her cell.
one ring, two....three....four...five...."WATS up, this is ya girl Harley, leave me a message afta the beep".
max closed her cell. "hmm..wonder were she is..oh well" max sighed getting up and headed to her closet.She stood there a moment trying to decide what to wear. this seemed familiar. she thought back to when she was trying to find something to go to the movies with Harley with. good times. She finally decided softball jersey and bluejeans. that would do just as good as anything else she thought to herself as she walked into the bathroom to survey herself in the mirror. She turned her head one way, then another, played with her hair a little into she decided it would do and walked downstairs. Coming into the living room, she sat down on the couch, turning on the TV and realizing she had yet another hour before the game. rolling her eyes she flipped through the channels laying down on the couch. Loud knocks at the door sent her sitting up, she must have fallen asleep.
"god i was starting to think you'd died on me" Priscilla said. " you ready?"
"uh..yea..just let me get my things" max said running upstairs she grabbed her cell,and bag, making a quick stop at the bathroom to check her hair. perfect. she walked back down the stairs.
"ok lets go" she said walking past Priscilla.
"so..you and Jordan...yall are cool right?" Priscilla asked on the way.
"what?...oh yea...sure" max said looking out the window.
silence for a moment
"you talked to Harley any?"
"i tried calling her when i got home, still no answer."
"huh..she must still be at work" Priscilla said.
"yea..must be" max said continuing to look out the window. Driving into the school, they found a spot to park and walked to the field
"hey!" Jordan said coming up, her and Priscilla doing there usual hand shake. max just crossed her arms and stood there.
"hey" Jordan said leaning over and slightly pinched max on the arm. max jumped and looked over at Jordan.
"dont touch me" max said as she walked off toward the field.
her and Priscilla both looked at each other.
"whats with her?" Jordan asked
"uh..shes still...sensitive about the whole...yea"
"ah..my bad" Jordan said, as her and Priscilla started walking toward the field. Max made Jordan sit on the other side of Priscilla. as far as she was concerned she didnt even want to see her.
"COME ON CAMI!..LETS GO!" max yelled as Cami ran from second onto third and back to base scoring and putting them now five point ahead the other team. yelling and screaming as max, Priscilla and Jordan all stood up cheering as Cami went back to the dugout.
"ill be back" max said sliding past Priscilla. her and Cami always went to the consetion stand after her turn was up. like a tradition. it was something they always done.
"good run" max said hugging Cami as she came out of the dugout.
"thanks..i see yall made it" Cami said looking up at the bleachers, waving at Priscilla.
"of course" max said, they headed for the consecion stand, max happened to look up, stopping in her tracks.
"max?..whats wrong?" Cami asked looking back realizing she had stopped.
max just stood there starring off infront of her. A group of girls walking away from the bathroom, one very familiar face in them. Harley
"max"
"uh..yea...im..fine" max said looking down, she continued walking. Cami by her side. so thats why she wouldn't answer her phone. max thought as Cami got there drink. she was to busy out with ...other people. max watched to see if maybe, one of them was harleys new girlfriend. all they did was sit at a table and talk and laugh, none of them holding hands or kissing. a relief fell over max.
"here" Cami said interrupting her thoughts as she handed her a power aid.
"thanks" max said as they headed back to the bleachers.
"just imagine..if we win this one..your going with me to every travel game this summer" Cami said, putting her arm around maxs shoulder.
"sounds fun" max said looking up as she smiled back at Cami.
"just trying to keep you busy..since..
"i know" max said, they stopped at the end of the bleachers.
"well..see you after the game..wish me luck" Cami said. looking up at the bleachers waving once again at Jordan and Priscilla.
max looked up, starring at them, then back down at Cami
"much luck bestie" max said
Cami smiled and headed back toward the dugout. max stood there a moment before walking back up the bleachers.
"hows Cami" Priscilla said as max said back down.
"shes good, excited about how the games going"
"so..uh..you'll never guess who i saw, walking around " Priscilla said leaning down and whispering in maxs ear.
"who?" max said slightly turning.
"Harley....with a few other chicks" Priscilla said.
"yea..i saw that" max said watching the game.
"well did you say something to her"
"Priscilla..if she cant even answer her cell when i call..shes obviously not ready to talk to me yet"
they sat there a moment watching the game.
"yea..i guess your right" Priscilla said, sitting there before leaning over and talking to Jordan.
max started to call Harley again once they got to the ice cream place, shed already gotten hers, it didnt take her forever to decide which flavor to get like it did the others. but sitting there she decided against it.
"congrats again on winning" she said to Cami as her and Priscilla sat down, they got a banana split and decided to share it.
"thanks bestie" Cami said, turning and throwing ice cream in Priscilla face. which in turn started a ice cream fight.
Once back home max walked upstairs and into her room. laying down on her bed she grabbed her phone, opening it to see if she had any missed called. none. sighing she lay there a moment before trying to call Harley once more.
one ring....two...three. ..four. oh whats the use.
"hello?"
" ha.harley?"
"hey"
"uh..hi" max said sitting up, it had been a while since shed hear her voice. god she missed it. "hows...hows work"
"im working full time now"
"really?...thats...thats good"
"yea...been really busy"
"i can imagine"
"how are things with you?"
"there...good.."your such a lier max
silence
"i hate to cut this short...i have got to go to bed...im exhausted"
"yyea..yea...its ok"
"talk to you later then?"
"yea"
"sweet dreams"
"you to" max said closing her cell. she sat there a moment before cutting off her lamp and going to sleep.
" your coming to the game tonight right?" Cami said turning to max as her and max walked to the lockers.
"yea...wouldn't miss it" max said slightly smiling at her.
"good deal...and afterwards were all going out to get ice cream" Cami said starting to walk off
"wait..we?" max said, looking a little confused.
"yea..me..you ..Priscilla ..and Jordan" Cami said looking at her. max rolled her eyes
"come on max...Jordan is like...Priscilla best stud friend...you cant have Priscilla without Jordan..their like a package..you know that..and together we make a group...minds well get used to it...your going to be seeing alot of her this softball season" Cami said giving her a "im sorry" look.
"great" max said, fake smile on her face as she stopped, at her locker.
"see ya tonight ok" Cami yelled back
"yea..sure thing" max said opening her locker.
"pick you up at five?" Priscilla said coming up behind her.
"yea..thats fine "max said looking back at her before turning back to her locker.
"hey..did you see which way Cami went" Priscilla asked.
"uh...that way" max said pointing to the right.
"thanks" Priscilla said running off down the hall. Max looked up watching Priscilla before placing her books in her locker. for once they didnt have any homework this weekend. she headed for the door.
Walking in her house, she went upstairs, in her room and turned the radio on. max danced around a little lip singing before heading back downstairs and into the kitchen. Walking to the frig she grabbed a monster energy and headed back up the stairs to get ready.
She sat there on her bed a moment, thinking about Harley, she picked up her cell.
one ring, two....three....four...five...."WATS up, this is ya girl Harley, leave me a message afta the beep".
max closed her cell. "hmm..wonder were she is..oh well" max sighed getting up and headed to her closet.She stood there a moment trying to decide what to wear. this seemed familiar. she thought back to when she was trying to find something to go to the movies with Harley with. good times. She finally decided softball jersey and bluejeans. that would do just as good as anything else she thought to herself as she walked into the bathroom to survey herself in the mirror. She turned her head one way, then another, played with her hair a little into she decided it would do and walked downstairs. Coming into the living room, she sat down on the couch, turning on the TV and realizing she had yet another hour before the game. rolling her eyes she flipped through the channels laying down on the couch. Loud knocks at the door sent her sitting up, she must have fallen asleep.
"god i was starting to think you'd died on me" Priscilla said. " you ready?"
"uh..yea..just let me get my things" max said running upstairs she grabbed her cell,and bag, making a quick stop at the bathroom to check her hair. perfect. she walked back down the stairs.
"ok lets go" she said walking past Priscilla.
"so..you and Jordan...yall are cool right?" Priscilla asked on the way.
"what?...oh yea...sure" max said looking out the window.
silence for a moment
"you talked to Harley any?"
"i tried calling her when i got home, still no answer."
"huh..she must still be at work" Priscilla said.
"yea..must be" max said continuing to look out the window. Driving into the school, they found a spot to park and walked to the field
"hey!" Jordan said coming up, her and Priscilla doing there usual hand shake. max just crossed her arms and stood there.
"hey" Jordan said leaning over and slightly pinched max on the arm. max jumped and looked over at Jordan.
"dont touch me" max said as she walked off toward the field.
her and Priscilla both looked at each other.
"whats with her?" Jordan asked
"uh..shes still...sensitive about the whole...yea"
"ah..my bad" Jordan said, as her and Priscilla started walking toward the field. Max made Jordan sit on the other side of Priscilla. as far as she was concerned she didnt even want to see her.
"COME ON CAMI!..LETS GO!" max yelled as Cami ran from second onto third and back to base scoring and putting them now five point ahead the other team. yelling and screaming as max, Priscilla and Jordan all stood up cheering as Cami went back to the dugout.
"ill be back" max said sliding past Priscilla. her and Cami always went to the consetion stand after her turn was up. like a tradition. it was something they always done.
"good run" max said hugging Cami as she came out of the dugout.
"thanks..i see yall made it" Cami said looking up at the bleachers, waving at Priscilla.
"of course" max said, they headed for the consecion stand, max happened to look up, stopping in her tracks.
"max?..whats wrong?" Cami asked looking back realizing she had stopped.
max just stood there starring off infront of her. A group of girls walking away from the bathroom, one very familiar face in them. Harley
"max"
"uh..yea...im..fine" max said looking down, she continued walking. Cami by her side. so thats why she wouldn't answer her phone. max thought as Cami got there drink. she was to busy out with ...other people. max watched to see if maybe, one of them was harleys new girlfriend. all they did was sit at a table and talk and laugh, none of them holding hands or kissing. a relief fell over max.
"here" Cami said interrupting her thoughts as she handed her a power aid.
"thanks" max said as they headed back to the bleachers.
"just imagine..if we win this one..your going with me to every travel game this summer" Cami said, putting her arm around maxs shoulder.
"sounds fun" max said looking up as she smiled back at Cami.
"just trying to keep you busy..since..
"i know" max said, they stopped at the end of the bleachers.
"well..see you after the game..wish me luck" Cami said. looking up at the bleachers waving once again at Jordan and Priscilla.
max looked up, starring at them, then back down at Cami
"much luck bestie" max said
Cami smiled and headed back toward the dugout. max stood there a moment before walking back up the bleachers.
"hows Cami" Priscilla said as max said back down.
"shes good, excited about how the games going"
"so..uh..you'll never guess who i saw, walking around " Priscilla said leaning down and whispering in maxs ear.
"who?" max said slightly turning.
"Harley....with a few other chicks" Priscilla said.
"yea..i saw that" max said watching the game.
"well did you say something to her"
"Priscilla..if she cant even answer her cell when i call..shes obviously not ready to talk to me yet"
they sat there a moment watching the game.
"yea..i guess your right" Priscilla said, sitting there before leaning over and talking to Jordan.
max started to call Harley again once they got to the ice cream place, shed already gotten hers, it didnt take her forever to decide which flavor to get like it did the others. but sitting there she decided against it.
"congrats again on winning" she said to Cami as her and Priscilla sat down, they got a banana split and decided to share it.
"thanks bestie" Cami said, turning and throwing ice cream in Priscilla face. which in turn started a ice cream fight.
Once back home max walked upstairs and into her room. laying down on her bed she grabbed her phone, opening it to see if she had any missed called. none. sighing she lay there a moment before trying to call Harley once more.
one ring....two...three. ..four. oh whats the use.
"hello?"
" ha.harley?"
"hey"
"uh..hi" max said sitting up, it had been a while since shed hear her voice. god she missed it. "hows...hows work"
"im working full time now"
"really?...thats...thats good"
"yea...been really busy"
"i can imagine"
"how are things with you?"
"there...good.."your such a lier max
silence
"i hate to cut this short...i have got to go to bed...im exhausted"
"yyea..yea...its ok"
"talk to you later then?"
"yea"
"sweet dreams"
"you to" max said closing her cell. she sat there a moment before cutting off her lamp and going to sleep.
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i cant belie graduation is tomorrow" Cami said, her and max walking back to the car after practice. max had nothing else to do so she figured shed sit in on practice.
"yea..me neither" max said getting in.
"so where are we going to celebrate....the Bahamas....pairs...Italy"
"get real cam" max said looking at her, slightly laughing. " we dont have money for that"
"yea...besides..i already booked a couple of weeks in Florida anyways" she said, turning and winking in her direction
"what?"
"your coming with bestie"
"me?"
"no the complete freak next door..yes you!" Cami said slightly slapping maxs arm "oh and Priscilla coming to"
max rolled her eyes over at Cami
"cammii"
"jordans not coming..she doesn't do that scene remember?"
"sure fulled me at Priscilla beach party" max said looking over at Cami
"and shes working"
"working!...were fixing to graduate high school!"
"shes trying to earn more money for college so she can get her own place and not have to stay on the lot" Cami said
"yea..i guess that makes sense" max said as they approached her house.
"ill pick you up around 8" Cami said " and dont be late!" she shouted as she drove off.
"yea yea whatever" max said turning and walking into the house.
"yea..me neither" max said getting in.
"so where are we going to celebrate....the Bahamas....pairs...Italy"
"get real cam" max said looking at her, slightly laughing. " we dont have money for that"
"yea...besides..i already booked a couple of weeks in Florida anyways" she said, turning and winking in her direction
"what?"
"your coming with bestie"
"me?"
"no the complete freak next door..yes you!" Cami said slightly slapping maxs arm "oh and Priscilla coming to"
max rolled her eyes over at Cami
"cammii"
"jordans not coming..she doesn't do that scene remember?"
"sure fulled me at Priscilla beach party" max said looking over at Cami
"and shes working"
"working!...were fixing to graduate high school!"
"shes trying to earn more money for college so she can get her own place and not have to stay on the lot" Cami said
"yea..i guess that makes sense" max said as they approached her house.
"ill pick you up around 8" Cami said " and dont be late!" she shouted as she drove off.
"yea yea whatever" max said turning and walking into the house.
you and me, a lesbian love story part 21
"you look so pretty!" Cami said hugging her when she got there the next morning.
"you look pretty stunning yourself cam"
"so you ready to go?"
"sure am" max said, as they walked out the door.
"god i cant believe we are fixing to graduate" Cami said in the car. "i mean..its like we were just meanting for the first time like yesterday" Cami said turning to look at max
max smiled back at her.
"your not fixing to get all mushy on me are you?"
"its just....we were just freshman the other day...and now...were fixing to walk across the stage ..get that diploma...go off to college...marry and have kids"
"WHOA! cam no so fast" max said leaning back.
"its a little scary isn't it max"
"yea...just a little" max sighed. " but we have so much to look forward to...especially you...with your softball and all..
"OH MY GOSH! I CANT BELIEVE I DIDN'T TELL YOU!" Cami practically yelled
"what!?..tell me what?!"
"i got the scholarship!"
"the softball scholarship?" max said leaning forward with a shocked look on her face.
"yea!" Cami squilled
"oh my gosh cam! thats great!" max said leaning over to give her what best a hug she could give her while she was driving.
sitting there in their gowns, maxs looked around. it was silly.that she expected to see Harley somewhere out there. s if shed still come even after they weren't together.
"MISS MAX HOLLAND"
"thats you" Cami whispered to max as she got up, turning to give her a hug before walking on stage. as she walked on stage she thought about what her and Cami had talked about, she was right, they were practically starting all over, with a new life. Max smiled as she took the diploma turning, so the photographer could take the picture.
"WHOO GO MAX! Priscilla yelled
"THATS MY GIRL!" Cami shouted.
smiling max walked off stage and returned to her seat.
"MISS CAMI WILLIAMS"
"cam" max said turning and giving her a hug before she walked on stage.
"GO CAMI!" max and Priscilla shouted as Cami walked on stage, receiving her diploma, posing for her picture and walking of to take her seat.
"well ...we did it bestie" Cami said linking her arm in maxs.
"we sure did" max said. looking at Cami ans smiling
the graduation party was a blast. the school hired a DJ who played all the latest hits.
"dance with me!" Cami said running over and grabbing max. the party lasted well into the afternoon, were they then took it to Priscilla house and had yet another party.
"congrats to us" Priscilla said coming in the room and toasting a drink with max and Cami
"to us..and a great future" Cami said.
"hey guys i think im gonna head home" max said.
"you sure?"...parties just getting started. Priscilla said dancing around a little Cami laughed.
"yea..catch you guys later"
"oh! max!."Cami said grabbing her by the arm "congrats again" she said hugging her once more.
"cam its a graduation..not a goodbye" max said. they stood there a moment before max left.
ONE WEEK LATER...
"ok you got the bags?"
"check"
"and the sunscreen?"
"check"
"softball bag"
"yes cam..i got it"
"well just making sure..i cant play in a tournament if i dont have my necessities" Cami said as they loaded the stuff in the trunk. they had just gotten back from Florida. both still a little sunburned, having one day to unpack, wash and repack before headed to the softball tournament that following day.
"isn't this fun" Cami said, after they finished packing and were headed to the tournament "me..and you...road trip! Cami slightly screamed
"yea..lots of fun cam"
"oh i dont expect you to have fun..im making you go" Cami said laughing at little
"actually...i am having fun" max said looking at her
"really?"Cami said turning and looking at her.
"well...were going to be going off to college soon...and wont get to be...attached at the hip like we are now" max said turning and grinning at her "and to be honested...i think im gonna miss it" max said, a little tickle in her throat.
"aw dont cry bestie...were always gonna be close...no matter what"
"promise?" max said
"promise" Cami said linking her pinky in maxs
"god it i see another softball..it will be to soon" Priscilla said, getting out of her truck and helping max max with her stuff.
"no worries sweetheart...you got nationals...and then next year" Cami said winking at Priscilla
"cant wait" she said smiling at Cami as she turned taking maxes things in her house and setting them on the floor.
"thanks" max said coming up and hugging her
"no problem..will see ya around" Priscilla said as she turned and walked back to her truck.
"see ya!" Cami yelled. max waved as they drove off, then breathed a sigh of relief. she could relax a little at least for a week or so until her flight. she was going to an out of state college.
"god" max said. coming and sitting on the coach. time was going by to fast, it was like they graduated yesterday. Cami was right. before they new it they would be parents. and then they'd grow old and die.ok stop thinking like that max she told her self as she got up and headed upstairs. you still got a whole life ahead of you,. she stood in the bathroom examining her hair for any Grey areas.none that she could see. hearing her cell ringing she quickly ran into her room.
"hello?"
"hey" it was Harley
"h..hey"
"how was graduation..sorry i missed it by the way"
"oh no its ok...it went well"
"no its not i really wanted to be there...vie just been so swamped with work...i tried getting off early..but when i got there..it was already over" she sounded disappointed.
"its ok really i understand"
"so..what have you been up to this summer?"
"softball" max said laughing.
"your playing softball this summer?" Harley asked.
"no..Cami is...and shes taken it to dragging me to every game there is..home or away...actually we just got back today from tournaments"
"thats great..tell Cami i said congrats"
" i will" max said
"looking at colleges yet?" Harley asked.
"actually..im already signed up for one in Chicago...ill be leaving in about a week or so.."
"..thats...great" Harley said.
"what about you?" max asked.
"i dont know yet...i mean...i know what college..i just dont know what to major in"
"what about police like you always wanted"
"yea..thought about that...what are you majoring in?"
"veterinarian"
"...just like what we talked about"Harley said.
"yea.." max said.sitting on the edge of her bed.
"well i hope to talk to you before you leave, if not..have a safe trip" Harley said.
"yea..thanks"
"bye max"
"...bye Harley"she closed her cell. god why did it have to be goodbye
"you look pretty stunning yourself cam"
"so you ready to go?"
"sure am" max said, as they walked out the door.
"god i cant believe we are fixing to graduate" Cami said in the car. "i mean..its like we were just meanting for the first time like yesterday" Cami said turning to look at max
max smiled back at her.
"your not fixing to get all mushy on me are you?"
"its just....we were just freshman the other day...and now...were fixing to walk across the stage ..get that diploma...go off to college...marry and have kids"
"WHOA! cam no so fast" max said leaning back.
"its a little scary isn't it max"
"yea...just a little" max sighed. " but we have so much to look forward to...especially you...with your softball and all..
"OH MY GOSH! I CANT BELIEVE I DIDN'T TELL YOU!" Cami practically yelled
"what!?..tell me what?!"
"i got the scholarship!"
"the softball scholarship?" max said leaning forward with a shocked look on her face.
"yea!" Cami squilled
"oh my gosh cam! thats great!" max said leaning over to give her what best a hug she could give her while she was driving.
sitting there in their gowns, maxs looked around. it was silly.that she expected to see Harley somewhere out there. s if shed still come even after they weren't together.
"MISS MAX HOLLAND"
"thats you" Cami whispered to max as she got up, turning to give her a hug before walking on stage. as she walked on stage she thought about what her and Cami had talked about, she was right, they were practically starting all over, with a new life. Max smiled as she took the diploma turning, so the photographer could take the picture.
"WHOO GO MAX! Priscilla yelled
"THATS MY GIRL!" Cami shouted.
smiling max walked off stage and returned to her seat.
"MISS CAMI WILLIAMS"
"cam" max said turning and giving her a hug before she walked on stage.
"GO CAMI!" max and Priscilla shouted as Cami walked on stage, receiving her diploma, posing for her picture and walking of to take her seat.
"well ...we did it bestie" Cami said linking her arm in maxs.
"we sure did" max said. looking at Cami ans smiling
the graduation party was a blast. the school hired a DJ who played all the latest hits.
"dance with me!" Cami said running over and grabbing max. the party lasted well into the afternoon, were they then took it to Priscilla house and had yet another party.
"congrats to us" Priscilla said coming in the room and toasting a drink with max and Cami
"to us..and a great future" Cami said.
"hey guys i think im gonna head home" max said.
"you sure?"...parties just getting started. Priscilla said dancing around a little Cami laughed.
"yea..catch you guys later"
"oh! max!."Cami said grabbing her by the arm "congrats again" she said hugging her once more.
"cam its a graduation..not a goodbye" max said. they stood there a moment before max left.
ONE WEEK LATER...
"ok you got the bags?"
"check"
"and the sunscreen?"
"check"
"softball bag"
"yes cam..i got it"
"well just making sure..i cant play in a tournament if i dont have my necessities" Cami said as they loaded the stuff in the trunk. they had just gotten back from Florida. both still a little sunburned, having one day to unpack, wash and repack before headed to the softball tournament that following day.
"isn't this fun" Cami said, after they finished packing and were headed to the tournament "me..and you...road trip! Cami slightly screamed
"yea..lots of fun cam"
"oh i dont expect you to have fun..im making you go" Cami said laughing at little
"actually...i am having fun" max said looking at her
"really?"Cami said turning and looking at her.
"well...were going to be going off to college soon...and wont get to be...attached at the hip like we are now" max said turning and grinning at her "and to be honested...i think im gonna miss it" max said, a little tickle in her throat.
"aw dont cry bestie...were always gonna be close...no matter what"
"promise?" max said
"promise" Cami said linking her pinky in maxs
"god it i see another softball..it will be to soon" Priscilla said, getting out of her truck and helping max max with her stuff.
"no worries sweetheart...you got nationals...and then next year" Cami said winking at Priscilla
"cant wait" she said smiling at Cami as she turned taking maxes things in her house and setting them on the floor.
"thanks" max said coming up and hugging her
"no problem..will see ya around" Priscilla said as she turned and walked back to her truck.
"see ya!" Cami yelled. max waved as they drove off, then breathed a sigh of relief. she could relax a little at least for a week or so until her flight. she was going to an out of state college.
"god" max said. coming and sitting on the coach. time was going by to fast, it was like they graduated yesterday. Cami was right. before they new it they would be parents. and then they'd grow old and die.ok stop thinking like that max she told her self as she got up and headed upstairs. you still got a whole life ahead of you,. she stood in the bathroom examining her hair for any Grey areas.none that she could see. hearing her cell ringing she quickly ran into her room.
"hello?"
"hey" it was Harley
"h..hey"
"how was graduation..sorry i missed it by the way"
"oh no its ok...it went well"
"no its not i really wanted to be there...vie just been so swamped with work...i tried getting off early..but when i got there..it was already over" she sounded disappointed.
"its ok really i understand"
"so..what have you been up to this summer?"
"softball" max said laughing.
"your playing softball this summer?" Harley asked.
"no..Cami is...and shes taken it to dragging me to every game there is..home or away...actually we just got back today from tournaments"
"thats great..tell Cami i said congrats"
" i will" max said
"looking at colleges yet?" Harley asked.
"actually..im already signed up for one in Chicago...ill be leaving in about a week or so.."
"..thats...great" Harley said.
"what about you?" max asked.
"i dont know yet...i mean...i know what college..i just dont know what to major in"
"what about police like you always wanted"
"yea..thought about that...what are you majoring in?"
"veterinarian"
"...just like what we talked about"Harley said.
"yea.." max said.sitting on the edge of her bed.
"well i hope to talk to you before you leave, if not..have a safe trip" Harley said.
"yea..thanks"
"bye max"
"...bye Harley"she closed her cell. god why did it have to be goodbye
you and me, a lesbian love story part 22
TWO WEEKS LATER...
"max hurry up! Cami yelled from down the stairs "your gonna miss your flight!"
" im coming!" max yelled throwing a pillow. Cami caught it.
"hey good catch" max said running down the stairs.
"thats why im catcher...remember?" Cami said turning and grinning at her " ok now lets go over what we talked about"
i know...no talking to strangers on or off the plane...and dont go off with freaky people" max chirped off, rolled her eyes and looked at Cami.
"and on campus?"
"no partying after one cause it gets crazy then, unless im with my "buddy" "max said doing the bunny ears"
"and?"
"wear condoms and practice safe sex" max said starting to walk past her.
"no!" Cami said rolling her eyes and reaching out to grab maxs arm and pull her infront of her.
"god, i cant believe im fixing to let you go off all along like this...dont take drinks that are already opened"
"right" max said nodding. they stood there a moment starring at each other
"ill miss you bestie" Cami said
"ill miss you to cam" max said as they hugged each other.
"call me the moment you get there" Cami said.
"i will, i promise" max said starting to walk out the door, she stopped looking back at Cami before turning and heading to her car.
walking in the airport, max got her luggage bagged, and set it off to be boarded onto the plane. standing there a moment she walked into the gift shop. deciding to bye a romance novel and a magazine she headed to the container to get check out.
Once checked out she walked to the waiting room were her flight was soon to be called. sitting down she flipped through her magazine. she wasn't sitting five minture before her flight was called.
"well thats me" max said looking up. she sat there a moment putting her magazine in her bag and grabbing her passport before getting up and heading to the line waiting to be checked to go onto the plane.
"max!"
looking up she could have sworn she heard someone calling her name.dismissing it she continued walking up in line.
"MAX!" this time she new it was no mistake she heard her name. turning back to she Harley running through the airport, waving for her to stop, running into people, but still going. was this for real
"Harley?' max breathed, stepping sideways out of line.
"MAX!" Harley yelled. the closer she got, max could tell it was her.
"OH MY GOD...HARLEY!" max screamed, dropping her bag as she ran to her. coming up to her Harley picked her up in her arms and swung her around. they starred at each other before Harley stopped, still holding her up. they looked at each other before Harley brought her down and passionately kissed her.
"i thought i wasn't going to get here in time" Harley said out of breathe. " im so sorry babe girl"
"no, i am" max to out of breathe "im the one that got us in this mess to begin with"
"max i dont care about that" Harley said grabbing and holding her hands in hers " max i love you...i love you more than any one on this entire earth!...your the only one i could ever see me growing old with"
"oh Harley!"
"im so sorry it took me this long to come back angel..i knew i could never let you go"
"i could never let you go either" max sighed. tears running down her cheeks. Harley smiled at her, gently wiped her tears away.
"so...what do you say lets do this the right way" Harley said, getting down on one knee. "max Holland, will you marry me?
max leaned back smiled before looking back down at Harley
"i will" max said running her fingers though her hair " i will Harley" max said
"i love you" Harley said picking her up, swinging her around and kissing her " i love you!" she said once more.
A YEAR LATER....
the wedding bells ran as Cami, walked down the isle, followed by Priscilla. once all were in their place the main wedding march started to play, as everyone stood and turned around.
Harley stood there, black tux, red tie, she looked stunning. looking over at Cami, who winked, and Priscilla showed a thumbs up,and looking back down the isle.
max never looked so beautiful, coming down the isle, in her white, sparkling wedding dress, her hair down and in ringlets. she was so beautiful. Jordan was the one giving her away. she walked her to the isle, Harley stepped down, max placed her hands on top of hers.
"DEARLY BELOVED...
"i cant believe my best friend is getting married" Cami whispered. "she looks so beautiful". max turned slightly, smiling back at Cami, before turning back around.
"were next" Priscilla whispered, reaching infront of Cami grabbing her hand and kissing it. she smiled down at her. Cami leaned back slightly smiling back at her.
"IS THERE ANYONE HERE TODAY THAT THINKS THESE TWO SHOULD NOT WED...."
silence
turning they did their vows. listened as Cami sung a song max had asked her to sing.
turned back, hand in hand. it was time.
"I NOW PRONOUNCE YOU....WIFE AND WIFE..YOU MAY KNOW KISS THE BRIDE"
they smiled at each other.
"i love you"Harley whispered
" i love you to" max said as they gently kissed each other. the congregation standing up and clapping as they turned around"
"I GIVE YOU MRS. AND MRS. HARLEY LAWRENCE" the congregation continued to clamp, a few whistled, as they turned, kissing once more before walking hand in hand done the isle.
"we did it Mrs. Lawrence" harely whispered, squeezing her hand.
"yes we did Mrs. Lawrence...yes we did"
"max hurry up! Cami yelled from down the stairs "your gonna miss your flight!"
" im coming!" max yelled throwing a pillow. Cami caught it.
"hey good catch" max said running down the stairs.
"thats why im catcher...remember?" Cami said turning and grinning at her " ok now lets go over what we talked about"
i know...no talking to strangers on or off the plane...and dont go off with freaky people" max chirped off, rolled her eyes and looked at Cami.
"and on campus?"
"no partying after one cause it gets crazy then, unless im with my "buddy" "max said doing the bunny ears"
"and?"
"wear condoms and practice safe sex" max said starting to walk past her.
"no!" Cami said rolling her eyes and reaching out to grab maxs arm and pull her infront of her.
"god, i cant believe im fixing to let you go off all along like this...dont take drinks that are already opened"
"right" max said nodding. they stood there a moment starring at each other
"ill miss you bestie" Cami said
"ill miss you to cam" max said as they hugged each other.
"call me the moment you get there" Cami said.
"i will, i promise" max said starting to walk out the door, she stopped looking back at Cami before turning and heading to her car.
walking in the airport, max got her luggage bagged, and set it off to be boarded onto the plane. standing there a moment she walked into the gift shop. deciding to bye a romance novel and a magazine she headed to the container to get check out.
Once checked out she walked to the waiting room were her flight was soon to be called. sitting down she flipped through her magazine. she wasn't sitting five minture before her flight was called.
"well thats me" max said looking up. she sat there a moment putting her magazine in her bag and grabbing her passport before getting up and heading to the line waiting to be checked to go onto the plane.
"max!"
looking up she could have sworn she heard someone calling her name.dismissing it she continued walking up in line.
"MAX!" this time she new it was no mistake she heard her name. turning back to she Harley running through the airport, waving for her to stop, running into people, but still going. was this for real
"Harley?' max breathed, stepping sideways out of line.
"MAX!" Harley yelled. the closer she got, max could tell it was her.
"OH MY GOD...HARLEY!" max screamed, dropping her bag as she ran to her. coming up to her Harley picked her up in her arms and swung her around. they starred at each other before Harley stopped, still holding her up. they looked at each other before Harley brought her down and passionately kissed her.
"i thought i wasn't going to get here in time" Harley said out of breathe. " im so sorry babe girl"
"no, i am" max to out of breathe "im the one that got us in this mess to begin with"
"max i dont care about that" Harley said grabbing and holding her hands in hers " max i love you...i love you more than any one on this entire earth!...your the only one i could ever see me growing old with"
"oh Harley!"
"im so sorry it took me this long to come back angel..i knew i could never let you go"
"i could never let you go either" max sighed. tears running down her cheeks. Harley smiled at her, gently wiped her tears away.
"so...what do you say lets do this the right way" Harley said, getting down on one knee. "max Holland, will you marry me?
max leaned back smiled before looking back down at Harley
"i will" max said running her fingers though her hair " i will Harley" max said
"i love you" Harley said picking her up, swinging her around and kissing her " i love you!" she said once more.
A YEAR LATER....
the wedding bells ran as Cami, walked down the isle, followed by Priscilla. once all were in their place the main wedding march started to play, as everyone stood and turned around.
Harley stood there, black tux, red tie, she looked stunning. looking over at Cami, who winked, and Priscilla showed a thumbs up,and looking back down the isle.
max never looked so beautiful, coming down the isle, in her white, sparkling wedding dress, her hair down and in ringlets. she was so beautiful. Jordan was the one giving her away. she walked her to the isle, Harley stepped down, max placed her hands on top of hers.
"DEARLY BELOVED...
"i cant believe my best friend is getting married" Cami whispered. "she looks so beautiful". max turned slightly, smiling back at Cami, before turning back around.
"were next" Priscilla whispered, reaching infront of Cami grabbing her hand and kissing it. she smiled down at her. Cami leaned back slightly smiling back at her.
"IS THERE ANYONE HERE TODAY THAT THINKS THESE TWO SHOULD NOT WED...."
silence
turning they did their vows. listened as Cami sung a song max had asked her to sing.
turned back, hand in hand. it was time.
"I NOW PRONOUNCE YOU....WIFE AND WIFE..YOU MAY KNOW KISS THE BRIDE"
they smiled at each other.
"i love you"Harley whispered
" i love you to" max said as they gently kissed each other. the congregation standing up and clapping as they turned around"
"I GIVE YOU MRS. AND MRS. HARLEY LAWRENCE" the congregation continued to clamp, a few whistled, as they turned, kissing once more before walking hand in hand done the isle.
"we did it Mrs. Lawrence" harely whispered, squeezing her hand.
"yes we did Mrs. Lawrence...yes we did"
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seeps slowly through my skin
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metal
slice open my flesh
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warm precious blood
drips slowly from the open flesh
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cut....CUT
warm
crimson colored blood
seeps slowly through my skin
lifeless body
CUT
sharp like a knife
metal
slice open my flesh
CUT
blood
warm precious blood
drips slowly from the open flesh
dripping
dripping
CUT
blood
everywhere
blood
dripping
seeping
blood
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every slit tells a story
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everywhere blood
dripping, seeping blood
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im falling
down an endless pit
somone help
somone stop
this madness
sadness
depression
stop it!
somone help
pleading for life
somone
anyone
help me
down an endless pit
somone help
somone stop
this madness
sadness
depression
stop it!
somone help
pleading for life
somone
anyone
help me
untitled
We are on a boat, those of us who wer able to fit in. A boat came by at around noon; I;d say a cruise ship. They asked if we'd like a ride. This boat was already pretty packed, the bad part was we had to choose which of us would get to live. Many immidiately started panicking and running for the edge of the roof to climb into the boat. Others just stood there, like they did'nt care, they mosed along like it did'nt matter. We were basically in line now, with people in the boat helping those outside the boat get on. I had about giving up on getting in th boat. I figured my destiny was to die on this roof with the rest of the innocent souls who were patiently yet desperatly waiting to get a space on the ship. Finally somone stuck out thier hand and said, "come on, we have room!" I looked a him for a moment, Was this a joke? Then he sayd, "No really, come on" So without further ado i stepped on the boat where i'm writing you now.
unexspected visitor
It came unexpectedly. Golf ball size hail stones fall on the car. All run for cover. I can fill the wind cut across my face, sharp as a knife, knocking me all around. Skies dark as night make it seem quite eerie. Ghostly figures sway all around. Rain and hail come down hard. A serpant like funnel comes from the clouds and slowely aprroaches earth. Crying in the front seat, i wonder if we will make it home. I watch as the funnel slowly forms into a horrible tornado, destroying everything in its path.Coming face to face with terror, praying it will be ok. Almost to shelter, just a few more miles. the wind howls outside the car, Uproted trees, and turned, over cars, make it seem less escapable now. Turning the curb, stopping dead in the road, rain to hard to see.
A tiny girl in the fron seat, asking why does this have to be me? Bowing her head and closing her eyes, she prays god be with me. Almost as soonas it had come, it vanishes. A monster of a storm destroying everything in its path, and disappearing with a flash. The sun shines bright, though clouds disappearing, there's a rainbow ahead. She smiles and says "thank you god......im not dead"
A tiny girl in the fron seat, asking why does this have to be me? Bowing her head and closing her eyes, she prays god be with me. Almost as soonas it had come, it vanishes. A monster of a storm destroying everything in its path, and disappearing with a flash. The sun shines bright, though clouds disappearing, there's a rainbow ahead. She smiles and says "thank you god......im not dead"
the shooting
this creative short story writing is in relation to a situation that happened to me when i was younger, some situations, names and places have been changed, but the even itself remains the same.
THE SHOOTING
"Mommy can we go to wal-mart" little abby asks walking in the living room. "maybe after i tan" dena said, grabbing her towel and heading outside.
laying there, weird uncertain fillings rushed over her, like waves in an ocean. "somthings just not right" she told herself. Six sense had always gotten the better of her, but this time it was overwhelming.
Walking in the house, her eyes meet abbys, all dressed, sitting on the couch, ready to go. "We're not going to wal-mart today, im sry" dena said folding her towel, placing it on the counter for the time being. Judging by the look, she could tell abby would start fussing at any given moment, but instead got up and slowly walked back to her room. Hating to let her child down, a prick of sadness filled her, but somthing just wasnt right.
He walked in casually, with every intention in his mind ready to kill. Life for him was like a cat and mouse game, and unfortunatly he go the tail end of the deal. All his life had been hard and rough, alittle excitment maybe, robbing a store, he'd get away with it, sure, but the stress, the tention of nowing one slip up, one wrong move, and he was caught. Life was worthless anyway, to him, what was the point really, numerous times attempted suicide, did'nt matter how badly he wanted to die, that still,soft, voice couldnt quit force him to pull the trigger. Maybe he was to chicken to take his own life, but not somone elses, what better way to justify actions than shedding innocent blood.
Walking in, mind set on the target goal, a mother and child, two completly unaware innocent souls, that would do it, maybe not the electric chair, but life in prison...most defintly.
He was growing franic, it was wal-mart for christ's sakes, there was a mother and child in this store somwhere, turning an isle, he spots not a mother and child, but a pcture perfect couple, not yet grandparents,but well inproved parents, not what he had in mind, but time was running out, it had to be done now....RIGHT NOW!
target hit as many thought the store hit the floor like soldiers on a battlefield. Blood seeps slowly from underneath the two bodies..job well done, but slight movement and pained groans, their not dead, panick and fright ser thoughtout, the sound of running,yelling, voices growing louder, he turns to leave knocking a security guard down. Just get to the nearest door and your free.
5:15 pm
Anxious and scarred out of their minds, dozens of peoepl watch as an EMC places an oxygen mask over the womans mouth, if they hurry, they might save her, her husband however, is gone.
6:30 pm
Cold metal and ever locked click of handcuffs, thrown in the back of a police car and headed off to an eternity spent in jail.
7:00 pm
Flipping though channels, ever presently bored, dena tried to find somthing to watch, a good movie would be nice, pausing randomly on the news channel, usually wouldnt get a second glance, but today was differnt, watching a group of EMCs run hurridly around, the location caught her eye, Madison GA...that was their wal-mart. Listening attentivly to ever word " we bring you some breaking news as there was a shooting at the local wal-mart around 5 this evening, a local male shot a couple, the woman is still alive the nam however, is dead."
Starring at the screen dena calls for abby to come in the room. "abby" dena says, motioning her to come sit, "abby, i want you to look at this, this could have been us, ...i had this filling..somthing just wasnt right...if we had gone that would have been us". Watching her daughter stare at the TV, nowing she was far to young to realize and understand the seriousness of the matter, she could'nt help but smile in thankfulness, that at least for one more day their life is speared. Siliently with a gracious smile she says a praer of thanks.
IN LOVING MEMORY OF MR.AND MRS.COUNTS
THE SHOOTING
"Mommy can we go to wal-mart" little abby asks walking in the living room. "maybe after i tan" dena said, grabbing her towel and heading outside.
laying there, weird uncertain fillings rushed over her, like waves in an ocean. "somthings just not right" she told herself. Six sense had always gotten the better of her, but this time it was overwhelming.
Walking in the house, her eyes meet abbys, all dressed, sitting on the couch, ready to go. "We're not going to wal-mart today, im sry" dena said folding her towel, placing it on the counter for the time being. Judging by the look, she could tell abby would start fussing at any given moment, but instead got up and slowly walked back to her room. Hating to let her child down, a prick of sadness filled her, but somthing just wasnt right.
He walked in casually, with every intention in his mind ready to kill. Life for him was like a cat and mouse game, and unfortunatly he go the tail end of the deal. All his life had been hard and rough, alittle excitment maybe, robbing a store, he'd get away with it, sure, but the stress, the tention of nowing one slip up, one wrong move, and he was caught. Life was worthless anyway, to him, what was the point really, numerous times attempted suicide, did'nt matter how badly he wanted to die, that still,soft, voice couldnt quit force him to pull the trigger. Maybe he was to chicken to take his own life, but not somone elses, what better way to justify actions than shedding innocent blood.
Walking in, mind set on the target goal, a mother and child, two completly unaware innocent souls, that would do it, maybe not the electric chair, but life in prison...most defintly.
He was growing franic, it was wal-mart for christ's sakes, there was a mother and child in this store somwhere, turning an isle, he spots not a mother and child, but a pcture perfect couple, not yet grandparents,but well inproved parents, not what he had in mind, but time was running out, it had to be done now....RIGHT NOW!
target hit as many thought the store hit the floor like soldiers on a battlefield. Blood seeps slowly from underneath the two bodies..job well done, but slight movement and pained groans, their not dead, panick and fright ser thoughtout, the sound of running,yelling, voices growing louder, he turns to leave knocking a security guard down. Just get to the nearest door and your free.
5:15 pm
Anxious and scarred out of their minds, dozens of peoepl watch as an EMC places an oxygen mask over the womans mouth, if they hurry, they might save her, her husband however, is gone.
6:30 pm
Cold metal and ever locked click of handcuffs, thrown in the back of a police car and headed off to an eternity spent in jail.
7:00 pm
Flipping though channels, ever presently bored, dena tried to find somthing to watch, a good movie would be nice, pausing randomly on the news channel, usually wouldnt get a second glance, but today was differnt, watching a group of EMCs run hurridly around, the location caught her eye, Madison GA...that was their wal-mart. Listening attentivly to ever word " we bring you some breaking news as there was a shooting at the local wal-mart around 5 this evening, a local male shot a couple, the woman is still alive the nam however, is dead."
Starring at the screen dena calls for abby to come in the room. "abby" dena says, motioning her to come sit, "abby, i want you to look at this, this could have been us, ...i had this filling..somthing just wasnt right...if we had gone that would have been us". Watching her daughter stare at the TV, nowing she was far to young to realize and understand the seriousness of the matter, she could'nt help but smile in thankfulness, that at least for one more day their life is speared. Siliently with a gracious smile she says a praer of thanks.
IN LOVING MEMORY OF MR.AND MRS.COUNTS
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